'''Meiyingg

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2007-11-16T07:06:00.000-08:00

NEW BLOG.
www.escape-thtaddiction.blogspot.com.
relink, TAG & comment.
thanks :D
and give me yr links yea, i'm linking ppl.
thanks again, loveee! (:

th reason for new blog.
No more emo, alr, seriously.
New posts, and everything.
Hahahaha.
Yups.
Dont wish for those unhappy days alr.
So yups. Hahahaha, ^^
Ppl please tag more yups?
Hahahahha. (:
Thanks ehhs.love you all. ^^

2007-11-16T05:15:00.000-08:00

MIA.
changing blog layout.
and url too.
maybe.
keep tags coming! (:

no more emo. (:

2007-11-14T05:28:00.000-08:00

Haha. Been very.. unlike me last few days.
But nvminds. Th happy meiying is here! ;D
Cos I'm seriously not going to chup anything life throws at me.
Until it gets btr, haha. Even so life's kind of getting btr these days alr!
So definitely no reason to be saddd)))))))))): hahahahha. yeah.
MUST.BE.HAPPY. like you said, heex.
onemonth&tendays, and still going strong. (:
at least, i hope i'm, ^^ .

Okok.
Class '06 gathering soon! Haha, I nber rly was a class type of person
during pri sch, so yeah. But I'll be loking forward to seeing them Ginny' meih and all!
Hahahaha. After all, they are crazy retards which made pri sch well. crazy. haha.
Of course alot not from my class de lah, doo-h~
Okok. Think we're like having a bbq by th beach i think! oh yeah, hahas.
Shud be fun bahs? Anw. yeah.

STILL. rotting at home still!
Gawh.
Oh! YEAH,
ytd went with shan jianyou xiongzhi kaili glen yuanshen , th normal people lohs.
Hahahahaha, cos everytime we go out, its these ppl. so yeah.
Went to watch The Game Plan.
I like it, haha. Its okay lah, quite funny but not like those retarded movies etc.
balls of fury -.- it has a meaning lahs, heex. overall, still ok ar.
was bloody cold and needed to pee during th movie :X
But aft tt we went WS arcade. again, haha.
everytime we go out, jiu shi go movie, thn arcade. Go until sian sehs.
But I like th piakpiakpiak thingy. Dono what bishibashi i think.
& th bball thing & th racing thing. Yups.
Thn at th daytona tht side ryts, have this little malay boy i think ard 6.
Wlaos, he sibeh pro cans!
Raced with th 3 or 4 of them, and he's quite good ehs!
Thn this malay skinnies guy ard i dono, 19? came and raced with him.
And he lost, can you imagine lahs. Lost to this.. small person who's smaller thn him
by more thn twice his own age, like kampua paiseh cans!
Wahahahah.
Yups thn YS finally got his sth sth membership.
After spending so much @ th arcades.
Yups.
Thn soon aft Shan went to change and everybody left,
& I pei-ed Shan to take 29 to her chalet thing thn I walked hme.
Bathed thn fa dai-ed.

And today simply was a pig day man, =="
woke up ate and having nth to do, went to slp!
until like 5 plus liddat, i think tonight i cant slp alr T.T
lols ryt.
okok, enddddd. (:
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Things I want to do this holiday ! { I'm incredibly bored, obviously =="} :
1) Meet up w/ all th people I wanna meet with.
namely.
MUFFIN!' mnklld' tps ppl' nowelle' yunsuan' xinwei' charis' josephine'
xiaodannnnnn! ' kinting ! ' plus lots. (:

2) Reduced to 38 kg hopefully and STAY THR.-.-

3) Somehow, get to th reunion thingy if I can. lols.

4) Get those:
- black/grey/white (skinnies?)
-ink bag
- cut my stupid hair again -.-
- blackmonkeytank!
- lil miss tee @ zara. normal lil miss tee is so cliche can! XD
- alot alot mre lahs! at th mmnt can think of any (:

5) SOMEHOW, see you, hahahahaha. ^_________^

6) $ ! Seriously. ;D;D I'm overspending :X

7) Get things straightened out!~ ( or my hair starightened out, come to think of it )

8) New blog url & layout. Gods, i'm so tired of this layout mans. But I'm lazy! :X

9) Watch sunrise :X

10) Bugis , Marina , CentralsMINIDONUTS! , vivo? , PS , cathay. yups! (: anybody? ^^

Yeahs, thats all I can think of ryt now lahs. heex! ;D;D

endddd.
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Lols? So thts your reason lahs.
I've to admit its kinda lame lah. But thn again, i like it, simple hahahah.
Sadly, fyi, I am not! 100% not! So dont be surprise, cos I told you alr.
Hahahahaha. Ok lah. If you are rly ders, thn by all means, I'm fine with it, hoho.
I.CHERISH.YOU.
end of story, dont argue w/ me.
& you know what?
You forgot to ask me what's mine, wahahahahahha. Retarded? o.0
Stupidity 's what made you cute, lols!
oh and btw, yr baby pic is zomg bloody cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cans! -faints.
Waahahahahha. (:
Pig,You make me feel xinfu.

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Sometimes, I dont have to look into yr face to find true happiness.
Cos I know, thats what friends are for ;D

DIED. no, just kidding.

2007-11-11T02:25:00.000-08:00

dlted tht post.
no point causing my own heartaches when i can just walk away from it,
pretending i never saw it at all. (:

alryts.
have not been blogging since chalet, which
I have to say, was a total failure for me, but th whole point is tht
we had a chalet.
and tht was all tht mattered, we'll drop th subject shall we.
Its just yr typical kinda chalet with barbeque and nightgames and stuff, so yeah.
thts all.

been busy with th whole art competition thingy, and yeah,
sad to say, here's th results.
3rd: St. Andrews sec.
2nd: ITE college west.
1st: Bedok South Sec.

ITE's designs were detailed, so i guess they won on tht.
Bedok's designs are.. not all very out of th common, but their models ,
all 6 of them, are like, wthellishly professional, tall, long-legged and absolutely
models.
i'd kill for their legs :X
but i just dont understand, why did st andrews get 3rd?
oh we got merit btw.
like, wth? ok. i admit. maybe eyecandy is cute. ok he is cute ok?
and tht silverjacket guy is ok. tall. but not exactly ugly, not exactly handsome.
just... a little above your normal, average kinda guy.
but tht shinygoldenboy and furjacket-skinnies-skiiing person arent exactly shuai.
and thts th whole point! th designs arent even halfgoodlooking, its just
eyecandy's mask being quite intricate, but thts not enough reason for them to get 3rd!
like, gwhhhhhhhhhhhh/ i think judges just want them to get it cos they're e only
all-boy group. and they need more boys.
ok, whatever.
shall stop going on about standrews. i can go on for hours!

SO thts what i've been busy with.
went lunching with shan and going watch movie with class on tue,
thats about it?
oh, and i went to send KINTINGdearest and bendan on their flight to hongkong today.
i wish i was going to hongkong!
ahahahha. but nvm, i'm going to visit my cousin XiaoDan in Msia I think.
so it aint half bad (:
been kampua boring on days without art or anything at all,
this is madness!
cos on bored days i just sit and rot, and turn into a pigggggggggg! T.T
wahahahaha. alryts. thts all. (:
off to print photos ^^

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am i wallowing in self pity, or what/.
each day i see you getting greater and greater and i feel so small,
as in seriously.
i cant get back to th old me, however hard i try.
sadly, you're th only person i can talk about this to, yet this concerns you.
torture, or what?
oh. i pray everythings gets okay.

and zhu! iyo you ar.
pls pls pls dont get imstaken.
again. :X
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SHINYGOLDENBOY IS.NOT.SHUAI. :X
hahaaha. shall stop making fun of it (:
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just feel im not suitable for everything.
just everything.
sigh. gonna miss kinting hell loads. and muffin! :X

idontknowwhattodo.

2007-10-29T04:04:00.000-07:00

Met up with shan jianyou xiongzhi glen and went Mac eat.
thn went buy some of th chalet things, and went to yuanshen's house
to discuss bout th last station bah.
actually didnt need meet up der.
cos not much to say.
yup.
but just kinda like, talked?
yup and left ard 5 bah.
Mum nagging T.T
okok.
Thn reached home, home empty.
Sat down, think.
Dowan to think and went to sleep.
Slept till now.
Woke with a heavy head, dry throat and swollen eyes.
Sigh.
Sick.
...
.
..
...
...
And that's all.
Boring me.

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Empty.
Empty.
Empty.
...
A simple hello&goodbye.
Yeah.
hello&goodbye.

原来思念也能让人生病.

sianded.
If you want like this, thn like this bah.
I dont want a conversation I, just wanna sit and stare at you.
I dont wanna talk about it/.
I wonder does th song have meaning to it or not.
If it doesnt thn. Nvm. It's just a song.
shit my phone ><
I wish it wasnt spoil.
So I at least know what's happening.
Confuse. Dontknow what to do.
Who knows. Maybe you're angry with me.
Iya. Rly rly rly rly sick of this.
Go away go away go away.
Actually, th person at loss is me.
Cos I know I feel more than you.
I'm serious.
So go away.
If. we mean so little to you.

"你的姿态.
你的青睐.
我存在,在你的存在."

Thn just remember this.

我爱你一天一天更开心,一步一步靠近.
一天一天一比一爱.

I dont want to know anymore.
Too much information.
Dont like you, go away.
hello,
goodbye.
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"我们的爱像走钢索.谁犯错都要跌落.
一步一步颤抖,县在空中,没有其他路走.."

.. last day of schoool ):

2007-10-26T06:02:00.000-07:00

I know this may sound weird coming from a person like me..
but I actually MISS SCHOOL. ):
man, i rly do! Like, its last day of school! Last day of being a beloved ONE-DEE-IAN.
Last day of being sec 1.. I dont want!
I dont want become a senior! I want always sec 1 ! I dont mind being junior lohs...
Sianded!
I want to be forever one-dee!
I want to be forever one-dee!
I want to be FOREVER ONE DEE!
sian..
received results today and I dont care what I get.
I just wanted to know what they all got and th possibility to get into same class..
And my total score is like, a bit higher only. thn th lvl position is like so different..
thn eng also... i A2.. but almost everyone I'm close to gets b3/b4..
wlao its like, I dont want!
I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want
I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want
I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want I dont want !
I also want b3.. wtfugggggggggggg )))))))))))))))))))))))):
I'm not being suan lahhhhs -.- I just wanna be same class as all those people,
like mandy belle priscilla weishan rachel glen xiongzhi kaili jianyou dickson yuanshen
and more more more!
WLAO.
SHIT ME LAH.
SHIT STREAMING!!!!!!
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
i dowan diff class............
......
sighhhhs ):
I hate me. D:
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I miss being pri sch kid.
Like, we might fight over little things, thn we'd write letters to say sorry or stuff
and its like, we always promised each other to be thr fpr each other forever..
bu now I think about it, its was easy to say, difficult to do..
When we had troubles we'd turn to people we trust.
then they comfort us mor thn we'll ever remember and we love tht person cos
they listened.
We all simply needed somebody to listen. Dont we?
We all just needed a little care and people to be caring about us.
Family and friends, was all I needed lahhs.rlyyyyyyyy.
Inconsolable.
I MISS PRI SCH. SERIOUSLY.

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NIGHTGAMES 2007.
Yes.
I think its gonna be scary.
Thanks to brainjuice-squeezers:
MEIYING WEISHAN YUANSHEN JIANYOU GLEN
I will be scared if I take part la.. dont know abt you all..
But since I in charge nightgames..too bad I'm not playing haha.
But should be fun lah.
Must dare okay? jyjy (:

People, please bring yr amulets or crosses or your garlics(for vampire haha)
or whatever.
Please ar. We dont want any unwanted happenings and its btr to bring.
Yes and remember ar..

1. Always always stay in your group and never leave anyone behind
because you never know what may happen

2. Never scream or try to scare anybody(unless you're organiser la) cos they might die
of fright

3. Dont tap anybody unesscessarily( dono how to spell)

4. If you hear your name being called, either dont turn back or turn your whole body

5. If you saw anything out of logic dont look again and if you feel uncomfy tell
your station master or yuanshen. your guide.(:

6. If you think you cannot take th games thn its okay move on to another station

7. ultimately th whole point is for you all to bond as groups and in th end.
as a class.

Actually.. dont you all remember mooncake festival night?
it was really heartwarming to see all of us bonded like tht.. but yes i know
its good to bond.. can dont bond all th time cos we have our own private time..
but please... bond at th right time yeahs?
i will always love one dee.
always.
1D'07 ROCKS MY SOCKEHHHHH OFF ^^
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Lol? Okay lahhhs.
If you say she's a fren, she is. I cant do anything ryts? I'm nt th kind to say,
if you dare anything i slap you .
No I'm not so I kind of like, bochap bochap le.
I care so much for what? It rly hurts more thn you can think ar.
Consider it I'm oranana, orapple or piss or whatever-ly kaypoh or narrowhearted.
I feel disgusted when I see th bloody words, I feeel sickk! EEEEEEEEEEE.
I wanna puke cos th meaning is so there and you cant see it lahh.
Liek, sibeh dulan lah -.-
Consider it I easily piss.
Okay?
LING MEI YING IS EASILY PISS.
OK?
happy?
yeah i get piss easily yea so what.
I heck care you alr.
She post let her post post post until she shuang shuang.
None of my biz. DONO, DONTCARE, DONT BOTHER.
Simi lai eh. Not my daiji.
I buaysong my problem lah. No need you care so much.
Or should I say, pretend to care? Whatevr.
I no hiu you liao lah. waste my message only,
I donwant kill myslef and die trying to pay for my phone man.
You say tht its just me lah.
But its okay it wasnt JUST me.
I dont care.
I dont give a damn bodoh.
I dont give a fug tht if you dont anymore.
Ok?
Yeah man.
SSSSSS sucks to th core.
And I dont give a fugging damn even if she's your fren/
In this case, SSSSSS isnt sherri, or whatever. Arigato. ^_____^
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You all want take, take lor.
Take till you shuang.
Not my biz liao.
Want care me jiu care. Dont want care jiu dont care.
I rly v tired.
Sick of pretending I didt see anything.
Sick of acting like I dont give a damn.
Sick of showing it like I dont feel th pain.
I we're not, oh its not WE, its just ME.
If I'm not, THN TELL ME LAH.
I dowan force you all also.
I can survive alone.
Whtever.
You all dowan care jiu tell me lah.. say to my face mahh..
I rly dont want you all forced..
If disbanded tell me lah...
WHtever..
I rly miss th once we had lah.
But I know is all gone.
Because I had different ideas.
Because I didnt go as long with you all.
Because I had others to take care of.
...
Because you have left me.
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Sometimes, I just need to let go, to stop myself from getting hurt all over again.

?

2007-10-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

Lol.

Okay today is like... ==" in school cos everything was so
effing boring?
I dont rem anyth we did in sch. 'cept for th stupid talks and HIV things?
Yup and we played cards and kinda slacked th whole day away. lol.
Boring sehhhhhhhh T.T
& Seriously lah.
If everyday also like this might as well dont go school ryts?
What's th point mans, go thr also nth do, ask us go for what,
waste our time and energy to wake up so early go school zo-boh. dotx.

Gawhhhhhhhhh thn aft school went to WS with Shan cos we're basically
had nowhere to go. Eat le, just walk ard and crapping as usual hahahahaha
Shan you good lor!
Bully me!
Hahahahahahhahaha (:
Man. Rachel aint coming to sch for dono how many days TT
Sadded! Less one person to siao with me hahahhaha ;D
Iwantmyblackmonkeytanktop!
Hahahahaha very cute lah. But I'm fat&humongous, guess I'll never fit :X
Heckcares!
CLASS CHALET '07. yoyoyoyoyo!
;D;D

Lalalalalas.
Mandy!
Please think about those three things when you're ready yups?
Cos I know I cant do anything for you I'm rly sorry bout tht, youdontknow,
idontknow but what i know is just be strong even if everything goes wrong (:
ifyoubelieve <3333333'
Belle!
Dont sad lahhhh, idk what happened but if got anything tell me, we mnklld whats!
and always will stay tht way hahahahhahaha
I think abt yr post ar, halfknow halfdono cos i dono what happened mah,
but promise me to be happy lah kays?
Hahahahhahaha loveeeeee!
GFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ;D

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I dont care what may happen, even if now you've come and said your part,
I feel myself fading away like its nobody's business.
I go like ewwwwwwwwwww
when I detect 'seductive' acts taking place like RGHT IN FRONT O MY FACE
and I'm like, o,0 EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Whatever.
You go away.
You too popular.
Too many girl like you.
You go away lah you.
Dont like this lah!
Go away go away go away. (:

Its not a today or yesterday or tomorrow thingy.
Its a this week last week next week this month last month next month thing.
goodbye&hello.
I might be needing you.
Like a heart needs a beat.
NONONONONONO! dowan to think about you.
THINK ABOUT ME. ;D
& sadly. it could all be back to pinkumbrellas.
BUT CHENG KAI HAO ROCKS MY SOCKEHHHHH OFFF MANS. ;D
you pro lah you. thanks lah. its rly.dono how to thank you also?
But as I have said. Thanks is good for health! SO.
THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS
THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS
THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS
THAKNS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS!

HAHAHHAHAHA YEA I'M HEALTHY :D:D
ok whatever tht was lame^_______________^

yr lame jokes might be lame, retarded spastic whatever,
but when you're bored, everything's funny. (:
Like this for exp.

Xiao Ming: wei she me wo pa lou ti?
Da Ming: dono?
Xiao Ming: Ying wei lou ti yang.

And I was like, o.0 wth leh
hhahahhaha. But laughed like crazy cos th way he say damn cute lah.
Ok nvm.
Lalalalalala.
Replying tag today. ;D

{Tag Replied}

JIANYOU Yeah mans, hahahahhahahaha ^^ SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
%72;ANNA Xie le muffin! loveeeeee ;D
Pris Yeah. ryttttttttttttttttttt. (: cheer it outta yrself first . ^^
LG MEIH Hoho, thanks meih ily! hahahah. xie xie xie xie xie xie :D:D
ANNABELLA yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo! Hahahaha. You too yo. (:
GLEN Yeah hahahhaa .
DICKSON YA LOR. why you nvr come! Hahahahhaha ^_______^
BELLE no need thanks lar. its ying gai de. <3333' :D
RONGX Hahah, liddat lorhs, kinda sian actually haha. ^^
'HUIQI Hahaha, i dont link but when i link i'll link you up yeahs?tkcares! ;D
LG MEIH YEAH its like damn lame but its funny cos its lame. haha o.0 ok whtever hahah
MANDY YOYOYOYO (:
deb YO!!!!!!!!! loveeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
BELLE bet its damn alive now. kana spam by jianyou!hahahahah loves! ;D
RONGX Yeah, anything ar, sms me when you got your phone back haha. oh yah
and return jas shirt :X tkcare you! cheer, anything tell me (:
LILING YOYOYOYO! (:
RACHEL(: Hey, its just a stapler hahaha kinda funny how yall misplace but anyway.
its alryt de lah! tkcareeeeeeee (:
BELLE Hahaha, you too orhhhhs! -thinkofbellethinkofbellethinkofbellethinkofbelle- ;D
GLEN okies ^__^
Rachel Chua Hahahahahhahahahhaha cute2! Hahah, alryts (: ilyimy ! ;D
Mandy Erhhhhhh/ Ryttttttttttttt what're you sorry-ing for? Whatever it's you didnt do
anything wrong dont sorry (: and thanks loveeeeeeeee! <333'

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Thanks for tagging all this while and helping keep this alive ahhaha
Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

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I might need you like a heart needs a beat.
Just gonna keep singing, JIEGUOLEH JIEGUOLEH JIEGUOLEH JIEGUOLEH~
Hahaha. DA MOUTH ROCKS TH HOUSE.
Yups.
And nope. No more sad songs about leaving or whatever.
RENYIMEN AND JIEGUOLEH rewinds in my mind and nope.
Aint gonna think about you, shifts to back of mind (:
Thinking brings about headaches and whatnots?
Hahahahahha.
Heck care lahs!
Will face everyday with this bright retarded smile on my face and dontcare what you
think! Cos I am happy. Jealous?
Being happy is nice for once. Cos being happy makes me feel... happy!
Hahahahahahhaha ^______________________^

So all you sad people who're down, just to tell you guys tht no matter what happens,
you all must not be beaten by it, must be strong because what cannot kill you,
only makes you stronger, you all must believe that you all will get through this de.
It always gets btr in th end. (:
And even if it dont, everything has a reason and purpose, so try to last through
th process yeah?
Its dedicated to everyone ard me who's been down lately, People, jiayou! ;D
Must smileeeeeeeeeeee!
Because you nver know, accor to you lah,
"smile always.......cos u will nvr noe when a person might be waiting for u to smile in the corner of the earth......^^hahas...... "

Yup. Statement of th post.
Thats all.
Smiles, yo! (:

I promised I wont be unhappy. :D

helloyou. ):

2007-10-18T06:27:00.000-07:00

Cant take it, rly.

I dont know what's gone wrong.
Idk what's happened and why you're like this.
Can you tell me?
If you wanna end it, say.
Dont dont say anything, quiet quiet thn leave me here hanging.
Seriously.
I dont want cos' of you, I'm tear-ing my ribs out at night.
I dont want cos' of you, I'm trying so hard to wash these thoughts out my mind
to face everyday with a smile.
I dont wan cos' of you, I'm filled with anger,misery,sadness,confusion and dillusions
everyday.
I want to be th happy me I was before all this happen..

Just be frank with me. If you dont want it, dont force'd yrself.
Tell me. Dont take a silent leave. At least tell me. I'm phsycologically prepared alr.
Sigh.
If you're tired, or you've faded away, I understand, dont think I dont ,thn dont say.
If you want to end tell me, dont be quiet about it,
I'm not th type to cry over it or get pissed or anything like tht. Just tell me.
I'm losing my patience cos you dont tell me anything how'm I supposed to know?
I dont expect you to tell me everything, please just tell me th stuff I need to know.
Sigh.
But if you dont wished to......
...
thn. I guess. Dont force'd yourself.
I RLY RLY RLY DONT CARE. say only. I say only.
Sigh of course I'd say I dont care ryts.
Cos I dont wish to look like I'd be sad over it.
But seriously...Who wont?
Sigh.
I dont wish to hold on so tight, cos when you let go, I'll fall hard.
So I dont wish to be th one who gets th pain, I dont want to hurt.
At this point, idk what to know and I'm at a loss.
I dont want to lose you.
I dont want to watch your backview as you walk away, further and further away.
Further from all th things you've said to me.

...
..
No matter what. Even though I'd doubted so much.
Even though I got angry at times.
There's somehting tht will not change even if everything ended.
..
ily.
And always have, always did and always will.
Thanks D:

D:

2007-10-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

...
not much to say..
I need you so badly ryt now.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

-.-

2007-10-16T04:21:00.000-07:00

Gawh.
Pretty frustrated over everything today.
Not what happened lahs.
As in. Everything tht HAD happened and everything just came rushing back.
It sucks. Makes me feel pathetic. =="

Okay.
Today damn slack @ sch. Watched some french movie during Home.Ecs and I think
it's kinda nice (: But thn agains, Pepinot is uber cuteeeeeeeee! ;D wahahahas ^_+
Yuppppps. And played Cheat/ Dai Di/ Blackjack/ etc etc during free periods. Yeah.
Hahahahahaha. Thn planned th class chalet thingy. I think chalet's gonna be fun.
But everybody please rem to pay yups? ^^ Wahahahah.
Thats all for today. I kinda slacked and sleep in school today till 5 plus?
Idk and dont care. Bus-ed home as it was raining and yeah,
quotes deborah: I'M UMBRELLA-LESS! ;D
Hell yeah. Reached busstop and chiong-ed for bus. Yay, got on and reached home
bathed ate tv-ed and yup. onlined. ^_-
And thats all. ^^ NOW RANTING TIME. ---

You.
Ever since tht day I've been thinking and thinking and thinking. Could it be?
Well heck it if it is thn. Game over man. GAME OVER =="
Seriously. I know I still do. I very well do.
You should know. And if you dont,forget it.
Its just.. 想你有时会缺氧 , 脸红呼吸不正常.
Yups. Its true. I think its unbelievable for you to have said those words to me.
I was all like, me? Of all people, me?
Its like a dream. Really.
But I doubt it. Yeah. If what I thought was true, I dont want like this.
I rather I dont talk to you. And you dont talk to me. Dont say a thing.
And just turn away and pretend I dont know you.
Dont mind th pain. Immune to it alr =="
Sometimes you happy, thn you keep say and say and say and make me so :D
But sometimes dono what happens and you dont say a word. And I'm like.. D:
I rly dont know you. You dont know me well. No. Hell, no.
Yeah, it wasnt meant to hurt like tht, so how, and why?
No dont say those words which dont mean anything now alryts?
WORDSWORDSWORDSWORDSWORDS. words!
Stop saying. Actions speak louder thn words. Show me, dont say it to me!
Urghhhhhhhhhh T.T
Sick of it. Sick of me. Sick of those damn things.
Please. I want to keep on believing tht.. someday. An angel is watching over me.
If you rly are tht angel. ^___________^
Show those wings and let's fly ;D

You.
Man. So what if I arnt perfect?
So what if I have an attitude towards you?
Dont you get your down times?
Dont you get real crappy sometimes?
If you're tht perfect, go flush your damn hair down th toiletbowl=="
Yeah, like hell. If you dared,say it to my face!
You're all, " no you're good you're nice man you rock ! "
in front o' me and behind me you're all
"man that fat bitch she sucks!"
Seriously. If I suck, you suck ****. Yeah.
If I'm fat, its cos I dont weigh myself like every second like a fanatic know?
And I'm proud to be me,yeah I'm fat so what? I dont despise myself. Like you. ^^
Dontknow whoi, keeps saying themself " Aw man I needa lose weight!" Yea man.
If I'm a bytch, man you're tryna say you grew a **** and you're some
bisexual male dog outta some shithole?
Hell, yeah ;D And haha. Well?
I have three words to say to you.
KISS.MY.ASS.

Yeah. alryts.
Having got tht outta my system -.-
End of post. ^^
Love everone who's been taggin and helpin keep this place alive.
More posts. I promise. (:

如果要我说爱你一万次都不够,
就算没人鼓掌 , 我也会努力站起来.
虽然不想一个人在寂寞挣扎,
我更不想在你怀里受伤.
也许逃避是个解脱,
希望你会明白.
我依然
很很想念
你 ---

you know i will, forever. ^^

2007-10-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

YO!
Firstly, th point of my post is to be high over exam over!
Hahahaha.
Shall briefly type what happened today/.

Today after school went to Shan house with jy
and changed then us three chionged over
to CS as we were late yup and went to watch Balls Of Fury
with xiongzhi kaili yuanshen
edbert glen belle sarah shan yup i think thats all.
The movie was.... amusing. Haahahha ^^
Yup thts it then we went arcade for th rest of th day then took neoprints!
hahahah ^_____________^ then home-ed. ;D

Well.
once again.

HAPPY BURFDAY GF! <3333333333333

Yeah. you know you're my all.

Thanks for all th wonderful things you've done. Hahahaha.

Everything goes from now, it all depends on us

But I hope everyday turns out alryt yeah? ^^

Baobei Zhu! ;D

shake off this stupid feeling and walk away like before.

2007-09-24T07:12:00.000-07:00

ALRYTS.
I saw, okies?
Dont remind me /:
Of all those crazy things we did. All those siao times.
And so just shake off the stupid feeling.
And walk away. Like before.
Dont make me think so much.
This carefully laid web of thoughts.
Was to prevent me from my fall, get it? So you cant hurt me.
So I wont hurt. Now dont you dare tear me down,
cos you know I wont fall weak to your words again.
Never. Ever. Will. And. Never. Ever. Ever. Will. Even. Think. About. It. T.T

This sucks lah. +_(*&^%$!%&*()~!&*_)(*&^%!~
Urgh.
Thinking about all this makes me sick. seriously sick lah.
Its like, what the hell did I do?
I SWEAR. All tht happened btwn meand you was ONE BIG MISTAKE.
I shouldnt have known you. So you cant hurt me so bad.
You have absolutely NO IDEA how much I missed you since you left.
You have NO IDEA how I longed for the past.
You have NO IDEA how I wanted you dead.
Oh, no. You have absolutely. no. idea.
And I dont expect you to do so either. Cos you never look back.
Not even when I needed you to.
But its alryt.
I've learnt to let go of all the things you used to give.
---

Do you think you're being fair to me?
You never thought of how I felt, you just saw YOUR dellusions and your thinking.
You thoguht you knew but in fact you never did.
You thought you understood my feelings you thought you did.
But you didnt.
You only made me feel worse.
You know what? This wasnt my fault. You made the decision ryts?
You accepted it ryts? So WHY am I th one bearing all these shit?
Why am i th one? You people are ADULTS. You should know how to think.
So why push everything onto me?
Did I ask to be born? NO. Did I ask for this separation? NO.
Did I ask for you guys to do this? NO.
If I'd know, thn I rather I'm not born lah?!
Okies. Whatever. I wont care about all you childish people anymores.
So? I walk alone. I shall not heck your decisions.
As far as I see, all you adults' decisions only serve to bring more troubles.
More hurt. More Shit.
Why cant you people let me have a normal family like a normal kid?
---

I'm sorry Cheng.
I'm sorry... I 'm just...so sorry.
At a loss for words to say... but... I'll settle this when we're ready, alryts?
D:

---

So you're not online.
When I finally ask myself to online you;re not here.
Thens nvm. Study hard.. jiayou!
PRAYS FOR YOU* You can do it de. You add oil ar! ^____^
sighs.
I miss th shit outta you ):
zzz.YOU KNOW I NEED YOU. YOU KNOW I DO. GAWH. ILOVEYOU ALRYTS? WELL. YOU ALWAYS KNEW. DIDNT YOU? ):

---

I.
AM.
JUST.
SO.
TIRED.
OF.
ALL.
THIS.
SHIT.
.

imissmignon. ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

31 BONDED. one heart. (:

2007-09-21T21:22:00.000-07:00

C'mon lemme hear you sing to the Gatsby Song! :
I......... can give you One Dee...
One Dee..... One Dee......
I ~ ... can give you One Dee..
One Deee... One Deeee ~

Ryts. ZOMG lahhhs ^^
Loves One-d 07! You all rocks. Or diamonds! ^^

Ytd aft school had no drama, so went to HO with Shan.
Kind of paiseh at first, but its alryt cos they werent practising.
They having Spring Cleaning, wahahaha. Yeah but I didt rly help lah, slacking.
Wahahahahha.
Yups thn we slack after HO ended.
Its was cool lah, its like, th school seemed so empty, yet it was full of
people, but not in canteen, or whrevers.
Iyah dono how to describe.
Yup thns ard 4 we went to change at 3rd floor toilets cos our floor toilets
stink and humid like shit.
Thns went with our class der people to hall for th concert thingy.
At first was th singing competition.

3rd: DONTKNOW.
2nd: I think 3d.
1st: 1E! [ I thought th b-boxing was cool. Hahahahaha. ]

Yup. Thn I think had dance item from dance, thn aft was some
performance from wushu, PRC scholars { i didnt like it} , some CD people.
& The Opera Sch's wushu item. Its th one I like most apart from th singing thing,
yup. I watch until my butt pain luhhhs T.T
Thn was th ultra un-meaningful opera thingy. o.0
Thn after tht, our class went to the outdoor area outside th canteen and ate our dinner.
Sucky lah! Its fried rice. Egg and ham and spring onion I think.
And they make us pay $2. Lol lar.
But nvm. Thn bought drink and finished some of my fried rice quote quickly cos I hungry.
Thn I was full quickly too, hahah. So I gave my fried rice to Jianyou.
Thn we all climbed up th slope and sat on the grass.
So sad, thr werent any stars. ):
But we sat thr, looking at th people below, looking at 85 tht side, thn me and Shan
super high. So we walked to the parade sq. and started running through back to the slopes.
Thn after resting awhile, we ran agains. The same route. I tellyous, we were high lah.
Yusp. Thn everybody finshed eating so we lighted lanterns outside the canteen.
Thn we all walked through the church and went to to the dnt side and stadium side.
Thn it was getting freaky as ghost stories etc blablablahhhhs went ard yeah and
it was dark luhhh T.T
Then we all decided to go to the field side, and we all walked to the netball court.
Formed a circle and sat down, everybody started high-ing.
We started doing cheers, thn wave, thn cheers and screams and highing,
thn we sang wo ke yi, elmo's song, thn umbrella, thn
th F-u-n Song. and alot alot more songs!
Lemme teach you (:

F is for friends you do stuff together and
U is for you and me..
N is for everything and anything at all,
right here in the deep blue sea.~~~

Yup I think that's its bah ^^

Thn we were uber high, thn after we ate mooncakes! Thn high again.
But time passes quickle while you're enjoying yourself and soon its time to go.
We were the last class to leave the field, thanks for the
one for all, all for one spirit! ^^
I love you one-dians. Thanks for being so high and uber enthu and also for
being so BONDED!
ONE-D IS LOVE. <33333333>

PASSERBYTHE2ND Hi. of course 10 lah ,lol? it aint fat. and btw, gp's are cute.
and go to hells. This aint th first time suckers tag w.out their name.

PRIS Erh.... you? Wahahahahaha ^^

%72;ANNA Sure. Wahahaha. Muffin, you too alryts! Loves (:

LG MEI Yups, you toos! ^^

EdBerT Okies, hi. (:

LILING(: HELLOS. yeah its me. Sad ~ ^^

GINNY[: Yeah, of course meih :D

%72;ANNA Of course! (:

PASSERBYTHE2ND whatever.

BELLE Hey are you being silly? Of course we are.... NOT FRENS. but gf! :D

JIANYOU Nope, definitely not emo. Hahahaha. Okies ! (:

LG MEI Okies. Thanks ^^

PINGSHUANG Alryts, wahahahhaa ! (: No need sorrys, wahahaha. yeah, smilee! (:

RACHEL(: Yeah, you toos! ^^

Lalalalas. <3' cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0">

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger.

What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

Your Inner Eye Color Is Brown

You're smart, thoughtful, and the ideal woman for most men, or women.

You are kind and easy to trust. People open up to you like no one else.

It's this inner warmness that attracts guys - and makes you an instant soulmate.

Oh wells. Am I really that different?

You Are 36% Emo

You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy.

Oh alrights.(:

And this the most impt of all. :D

You Are 56% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.
You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

Oh well, at least I'm happy! (:

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.

But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.

Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.

Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

Oh, okays. ^^

You Are 61% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.
While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

Yeah. I think so too. Hahahaha.

You Are a "Wink"

What japanese smiley are you?

I'm a wink! Awww. Thats cute ^^

shall use that. wahahaha. (:

tatas people.(;

imy gp! studyhard. (^_-)

nobody's here and all alone.

2007-09-20T06:53:00.000-07:00

Lalalas. Didt online-ed ytd cos had Common Test yup.
Thn I mugged like siao lah! As in, I rly rly studied very very hard luh.
So yup. Thn studied till 11 plus? Jiu slp. Thn liddat lohhhs. ^^

Today for art ryts, had to do a sculpture. Hence I decided to do GPGPGPGPGPGP!
Thn Mandy & Belle were extremely niceeeeeeeee!
They let me do, wahahaha. Its grp work mahh :X
Okok,

Tmw is Mooncake Festival. Will be celebrating in sch, complusory.
Think should be fun or scary bah?
dono uhs. Wahahahahah :D
Having CCA T.T Thns I think thn change. Thn 6.30 to 8. plus is activity.
Thn shud reach home about 9 plus bah? Sound quite fun.
Oh wells. Might take pictures. Will post if have mood. Byebyes ~
---

je vous manque tellement.je fais vraiment vraiment .
pourriez-vous me viennent..et dites-moi que vous m'aimez aussi ? D:
You're very FUNNY sial . ^_____________6
Faster go study lah.(: If not you fail thns how? Wahahaha. Jiayou for EOYs! :D

kinship, frenship and relationship. MUCH MUCH more important.
& just as impt as you. ^____________^
<3333333333333'

gawhs. ): imyimyimyimyimy!

2007-09-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

DD today was alryt. At least it didnt suck, and tht was enough alr.
Tired .....
.....
Yup thats all. ---

---
Here I am, online.
I dont know why I'm here, or even why I wanted to come online.
The reason is simple.
You.
I wanted to come online just so to talk to you.
Its our only means of communication.
And after thinking about it, I rly dont care anymore.
This sucks.
Sighs.
You know what?
Actually.. I dont care if you were faking or not, I'm just glad you said tht to me,
real or fake, doesnt matter. Cos it wont happen again, I'm sure.
I suck lahhhhhhhhhhh. ):
Why am I so lagggg? Gawhs.
Missing you terribly. Can I shout across the comp?
GP, IMY! Or can I just call you, and scream your name?
I'm going crazy. Oh wells. Seems like I'm always going crazy.
But idk! I rly am. Serious. ):
Gwhhhhhhhhs. Bloody confusing. One min I dont, One min I do.
Sigh. I.SUCK.BIG.TIME.
Mandy's ryt. I shouldnt have agreed in th first place. Its my fault all along.
But what can I do now? Scream my lungs out and ask for forgiveness?
Its no use. Nothing's of use. I aint any darn use even. D:
Haix. You know what?
Imy.
Terribly.

what goes around. comes around. ^^

2007-09-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

gawhhhhhhs .
oh wells . Drama Day is tomorrow alr . And we totally screwed up
tech-runs and rehearsels today . I . AM . SO . SCREWED .
Cant believe it lah . The shitty-est rehearsels I ' ve had in my life , blahhhhs !
I clean forgot my cues and most lines and thn
I had trouble slinging the stupid mic around my kuku ears . o.0
Bloody hells lah. Get ready to see me cock up lurhhhhs.
Gawhhhhhs. I hate myself T.T
WAHHHHHHH ~ Just pray hard tmw everything turns out fine.
OR else, I go commit jisatsu lahhhhhh ): Will be so awfully paiseh de lorhhhs!
Gawhhhhhhs. Iyah. Whatever luh. Just act everything out thn bloody dont care le luhh ..
Oh wells. I was never a good actor in th first place anyway. Mwahahahah.
Okies. Tell you all. Tmr I am a very very angry and frustrated
and irritated person.So I scold alot in the play.Ok maybe not alot. But I scold. ^^
And tell you guys beforehand.
The last part right.. (in case you dont understand lah) when we twirl ard
and run around ryttttts... is sending them back to th present . I know its spastic lah.
But please please dont laugh omg omg omg omg because ryt...
we rly had no idea liao.... T.T
.....
Yeahhhh so its th best we could come out with... BETTER THN WAVING WAND RIGHT!
Oh wells. Who cares lah. You laugh thn you laugh lah. Cant bother liewwwww ~ T.T
I seriously look retarded in th play so.. just dont find me. :X
Gawhhhhhhs. Very nervous lah. Cos if we screw DD, thn we dont have Drama Night.
Which I THINK th seniors want. Oh wells. See first luh.
The DECISION lies in your hands. Cos thcers say if response good thn have.
Nt good dont have. Gawh.
DONT LAUGH AT ME ): wahahahaha. ^________^
Jiayou NDC people and DD people, and all th other people like our
wonderful Xinwei and Yunxuan who have been working on the music and lighting
and our super hardworking director EUGENIA! and EUNICE and ADELINE.
& everybody yup. Yes of course. AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU!
Wahahahahaha. (:

------
Oh wells. Since you've say tht its alryt, I'll say nothing else alr.
Because I know we'll be alryt. Cos everything'll turn out okay.
Thanks for all th wonderful words you use to say to me.
Sometimes I wish you wont walk away. At others, I feel we should turn and say bye.
Im crazy, I know. Thats why I said, let's just be friends. cos friends arent complicatd.
You wont hurt, and neither will I. Ryts, Cheng? (: You silly person.
I wont say you're a loser cos you arnt, not a retard too ( hohoho!) .
So you're unique! You're a cheng-tard. Get it?
Wahahahaha. Yeah. You are such a chengtard man. ^__________^
-----------

Waiting for you to come online ~
Waiting~
Listening to 西界 & 不流泪的机场 reminds me of you.
Wahahahaha. You silly piece of GPH! wahahahaha (:
GPH IS LOVE :D:D:D

<333333333333'

wasnt. wasnt. wasnt.

2007-09-15T05:58:00.000-07:00

YOU'RE WHAT I AM. :D

If my heart had a face, it'd be smiling.
& Its all because of you. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
人在失去后才懂得珍惜 Y
Cherish what you have before they're gone, you never know

when someone you care for will leave you.

---

I never saw this day coming and even if I had, I'm at a loss for words.
I know I was wrong to say all those things, I'm sick of saying sorry
to try to help you ease th pain, I'm tired of smiling and pretending to be happy
when I aint, its all a mask tht I put everyday
Your every message.
Your every call.
Your every word.
Its driving me up th wall
I cant lie to myself anymore
This had to stop before it gets out of control.
& today, we say goodbye.
sorry. it wasnt your fault. it was mine all along.
~~One month.~~

& Now I've gone and done this thing I've been afraid to, it dont matter
cos I'm fine now, everything's gonna be alryt, my friend. ;D
Wasnt it btr this way all th while? ^_________^
I wont pretend it didt happen, nor will I think it wasnt impt.
All tht's left was fond memories we had, 我不会忘记. Its alryt now. (:
---

If you say its none of my business, thn its none of mine thn.
I cant say anything ryts?
Jux find it so difficult to talk to you nowadays, like thr's this wall btwn us.
I cant find th words anymore. But nothing can be done abt it.
If you dont wish to talk to me thn I wont toos.
I'd wait till you start th conversation thns, I could've been saying th wrong things.
Sigh. Why make things so difficult?
Gods. Whatever.

I dont know you anymore.
---

Dont know if it had been a wrong decision from th start,
it simply'd started out with a dream, so will it just end with a dream too?

All I know was tht couldnt help myself and I cant think straight.
Maybe I was being foolish all along to had believe that a miracle could've happened.
But now as you think of it, it wasnt meant to be all along.
You were mine to dream of but was thr a ending to dreaming?
Dreams dont happen in reality. I was just being stupid. ):

My world was filled with black and white, till you came along and taught me
all th wonderful lessons of my life but you didnt know it and thats
what made things so wonderful.Bit by bit life opened up and filled up
with every colour of th rainbow as my biggest wish was coming true.

I was finally able to see a rainbow.. and all th happiness tht came with. :D:D:D

YYY

sighs. D;

2007-09-12T07:16:00.000-07:00

I'm talking to you, yet I'm feeling all empty inside?
Idk, idk, idk. Missing you sucks.

I wish Cheng would call me and say his lame jokes. Even if they are retarded.
They still are funny though. ):

And as I said those words, you never gave me a reply again.

Sigh. Dont know how to describe. Wasting th last minutes away before everything ends.
gawhhhhhs.I MISS MR. GUINEA PIG. like siaozannnn ):

Y

MIA. D:

2007-09-12T05:07:00.000-07:00

Nope. Not MIA-ing for moodswing.
For those freaking EXAMS.

Ohwells. Actually. I dont rly give a damn to my exams.
Alryt I do. About th results I mean. But if I continue MSN-ing and Friendster-ing
and blogging I tell you, I will certainly fail everything. SERIOUS!
So I figured, I'd rather sacrifice myself,for two weeks, just two weeks, and
study my ass out till 8,9,10 th Oct. And everything's over! Wahahas.

Just received my exam schedule today and here goes:
Mon (8/10) --- Geography & HCL Paper 2.
Tue (9/10) --- Science & EL Paper 2.
Wed (10/10) -- Maths.

And no more! :D:D:D
So I'm telling you all, I will be offline-ed till then. ):
But very hua2 suan4 rights? Two weeks, then two months of freedom if I get well.
Which I guess I will if I study these two weeks lahhhhs.
Yup. I am guai der lorhs.
wahahahahha ^______^
And also when I come back, most likely changing layout bahhs?
Kind of sick of this one though.
And yup. Today I shall reply all your tags! Thanks ferh tagging all these while !
:D:D

LG MEI Okies! You too, tkcares and gdluck for PSLE! loves -- ^^
ANONYMOUS WHATEVER.
to anonymous Okies, thanks! (:
LG MEIH Wahahas, no prob lehhhs. :D
BELLE Okies thanks girlfennnnn ^^
&&` -MANDY(: WHATEVR! WAHAAHS. (:
GLEN HIIIIE YO. :D okok lorhhs, why lehhs?
&&` -MANDY(: Yeah you retarded! Okies joking wahahas. ^__^
&&` -MANDY(: Lol, thanks uh. You lagger lorh. wahahas.
%72; ANNA MUFFINNNNNNN! wahahahs. ehhs! funny lorh can. crazy night! (:
and I am not a zihigh-whatever pig okayyes! yup I know you miss me mwahaha.
erh.i free i msg you! (: loves!
GLEN Okies lahhs,thanks eh (:
RACHEL Yah lorhhs. sad ryts. sob. ):
SHAN :]] Argh, so scared ==" wahahas. jiayou for? :D
PINGSHUANG HELLOYOU! wahahas. eh sry ferh sat, and mon, and wed yup?
(: sryyyyyyy wahahahs. tkcares, loves!
PASSERBYY Wlaos. Who th hell are you? Why you effing care lehh?
And if you dont write your bloody name, I aint answering your
bloody qstn. ==" zzzzzzzzzzz.

Tired of all these nameless passerbys.
If you want to ask me qstn at least write your name ryts. Diao one luhhhs.
Simply'd dont care liaos. & Yea, keep th tags coming yup!
Thanks for everybody who's been tagging me so far, love y'all! (:
wahahas. Thats all. (: Bye all you lovely people! Will misss online. :D:D
And you and you and you and you and you. ^___^

Its okay. Whatever lorhs. So what sial (:
Even if I not part of it, I dont freaking wish to cos you're in it, get it?
B.I.T.C.H. ==" mwahaha.

Waiting for you to come online , wahahas. maybe not today, not tomorrow
but someday, I'm sure I'd be able to see you. I HOPE (:
dreams will be filled with you
thoughts will be filled with you
words will be filled with you
everything and anything will be all about you
wahahaha.
my dear mr. guinea pig wahahaha. ^___^
uber cute der lorhhhs can! heex. sweet yet sour. haha.
your face fading away
your voice draining away
help. need you here. :D
i rly rly rly miss you aites, ---

nothing at all.

2007-09-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

Holidays have come and gone & i've nth much to talk about.
What its left me is a pile of mess to sort out and hopefully a miracle
will appear before me and make it all vanish, :X
I.AM.SO.TIRED.
Its not just what happened today, today is not even 10% compared
to this hell I'm trying to think out.

I dont need you to ask me what's wrong, dont need you to ask me what's going on.
I dont want you to think tht I need you alot alot, in fact I do a little
but I dont want you to know.
You dont even understand 70% of what I want, how can you say th three words --
YI-BEI-ZI?
I cant see you in a different light, I cant give you what you want.
How could I have force myself?
I cant see what is wrong, I cant even see what is right
I dont know what th hell is going on and I dont know how to react.
Sometimes, I wish I didnt give such a damn to your feelings.
What about mine? Have you considered mine? Have you ever thought?
You only saw your pain, you didnt know how bad I was feeling.
You thought you were suffering but you didnt see how many times worse I was.
Please. Just dont do this. Its btr th other way. We can go back like we use to.
Do things like we use to. Be happy like we use to.
Why did you have go and make things so complicated?

I cant take my eyes off and I dont know why.
Maybe its this thats making me cry.
Today is like th nightmare of yesterday's dream, I dont know what happened
but this is not it I want.

DONT MSG ME COS YOU FEEL LIKE YOU SHOULD.like if someone just asked you to.
MSG ME WHN YOU WANT TO. COS YOU FEEL LIKE IT.
get it? sighs. ):

*Smashes th phone against th wall. *
Gawhhhhhhhhhs. Tiredtiredtired.
Iyahhhh. I'm not gonna care anymore.
whatever, whatever, whatever.
Not gonna care whatever shit thing erhhhhhs.
Imissyoo. Like crazayyyyyyyyyyye. D:

HIGH SUGAR LEVEL ALERT (:

2007-09-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

UBER HIGH NOW.
dont know why, hoho!
today drumming okies lar.
I liked th dancers wakakakas.
Okies.
Then came back school do th PW thing.
And ate! Then homed.
Slack, eat dinner, bathe. Online-ed (:
Lalalala seriously very high now.
Wakakakas. You lar Cheng Kai Hao!
Stupid larhhhs you ^^
Go to die, dont like you, go away. Suan like siao. :X
Erhhh. You stupid chicken baboon ass pigu monkey duck gong baichi!
Hahahahah.

Lalalala. Goodlucks ferh tmw ! :D:D
JIAYOU FOR PW ~

Its alrytt. 2nd best is BEST in my heart ald. choochoo,wakakkas.
(:
Lalala. lalalas. at least show me you alive lah, stupid baichi <3'

&& you. Dont like this lahhhs. Dont sad okies?
You can find your phone back de lahhs, dont worry. A person with
such a good heart will be rewarded.Ok enough of all that crap. Okies.
Just keep believing alrytts? PRAY FOR YOU LIKE SIAOZANNNN ^^
Damn th person who took your phone! Gawhhhhs. ):L * Boxes th guy up*
I care der orhhhs! Hehehe. CRAZY NIGHT! ^___________^
* RETARDED FACE :X* dont sad kays? You'll find your phone soon der. (:

yeah. and so what? (:

2007-08-31T05:08:00.000-07:00

Tmr is Tcher's day.
HAPPY THCERS DAY TO ALL TCHERS!
Lols. But tmr is Saturday && I have to go for drumming.
Considering going for anthr movie lahhhs.
I think Bourne Ultimatum will be nice tho. Wakakas.

Okays. Our Tcher Day celebration totally sucked lar.
Dont wish to talk much on it cos its just a bunch of crap lahhs.
But th Be Yourself day was fun lahhs. I wish everyday was Be Yourself Day.
Thn our class can get more bonded. And we can decide on a diferent theme,
like we can make a uniformed-grp day of sth. Or even a pink day or a black day or a purple day.
Or even orange or blue or white or yellow for tht matter.
Hahaha. That would be so cool. A class to dress up differently but coordinate-ly everyday.
Hahaha. Yups. So today jiu went back TPS lor. Not much, but after tht
went to watch Evan Almighty with PeiKheng and Ginny my meimeih!
HAPPY BELATED BURFDAY GINNY! (:
Evan Almighty was rather alright and I find it funny haha.
Yup so after watching it we went to walk around TM aimlessly. Then we jiu went to
basement and bought sushi! Hahaha. Ate ler, and we still hungry!
So we went to buy Famous Amos cookies.
Then me and PK walked home tgt and I rem I forgot to bring my keys.
So I took 292 to 288 and got keys frm my mom who was at my granma hse.
So I took 292 back again. Then ate my dinner and here I am posting. (:
I'm feeling rather bored. So here are some quizzes. :D:D

FROM BELLE'S BLOG.
1) Single,taken,naked or flirting?
Um, none of the above. Dying.
2)Are you happy with that?
Erh. I have no idea.
3)Have you ever had your heart broken?
Um. Yeah.
4)Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
No lah. Of course not. I want th cold hard truth.
5)Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
Not rly...
6)Do you want children?
How I know? o.0
7)How many?
I alr say idk lahhhhh!
8)Would you consider adorption?
Wth is tht? Adoption? No. Abortion? No.
9)If someone liked you now,would you want them to tell you?
Erh :X You say leh? You want tell jiu tell lor. Dont want then dowant lar.
Not my prob rly. =="
10)Do you want someone you can't have?
How I know?
11)Have you fallen in love?
I think a obssesion or whatever will be more suitable.
12)Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
For example?
13)Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Depends who th person is. I will change according to my own will.
But I wont change if that person asks me to. Unless tht person mean a lot to me.
14)Is it a good day?
Erh. Not rly leh.
15)Have you ever broken a heart before?
WLAO. HOW I KNOW?
16)Does your ex still have feelings for you?
Seriously lah. IDK!
17)Do you still have feelings for him?
Who? . o.0 ...

And from LG Meih's blog.

1. the person who tagged you ( who ask you to do this quiz) is …
- LG meih.

2. your relationship with him/her is …
- jieh and meih.

3. your 5 impressions of him/her..
-. She is very hardworking, helpful, cheerful, enthu, and loyal.

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you…
- Comforting me when I rly couldn’t get a grip.

5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
- um. Tht YAY rocks and all th little things. :D

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will..
- die. We are not les lar.

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be…
-nothing.

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will…
- um. walk away? But don’t worry. We nvr will be. :D

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be …
- none!

10. the thing you want to do for him/her now is …
- her happiness.

11. your overall impression of him/her is …
- wonderful.

12. how you think people around you will feel about you?
- as a piece of shit.

13. the character you love of yourself is …
- attitude.

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are …
- everything else.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is …
- I know. But its for me to know and you to find out.

16.for people that care and like you, say something to them ..
- ily all! (:

17.pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. belle!
2. mandy!
3. Priscilla!
4. Rachel chua!
5. weishan!
6. Lg meih!
7. Erhems.*
8. Xiao Ting!
9. Ginny!
10. jianyou?

1] who is no.6 having relationship with (lg meih) ?

-how i know?

2] Is no.9 a male or female ( ginny )?

- FEMALE LAR.

3] If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing( erhem and jianyou )?

- Um no. They arnt gay. And besides… D:

4] How about no.8 and 5( weishan and xiaoting )?

- No, they arnt les too.

5] What is no.2 studying about(mandy)?

- don’t know? Stars maybe!

6] where was the last time you had a chat with no.3( Priscilla)?

- um. In th class?

7] What kind of music band does no.8 like(xiaoting)?

- um. 樱桃帮

8] Does no.1 has any siblings ( belle)?
- Yes.

9]Will you woo no.3( Priscilla)?

- No! I am not a les.

10] How about no.6(lg meih)?

- NO!

11]Is no.4 single(Rachel chua)?

-Lol. ==”

12] What’s the surname of no.5(weishan)?

- Koh.

13] What’s the name of no.10(jianyou)?

- jianyou lor.

15] What’s the hobby of no.4( Rachel chua)?

- singing.
16] Do no.5 and 9 get along well(weishan and ginny)?

- they dontknow each other lar.

17] Where is no.2 studying at(mandy)?

- AHS lar.

18] Talk something casually about no.1(belle)

- She’s a very nice gf! :D

19] Have you tried developing feelings for no.8( xiaoting)?

- OBVIOUSLY NOT.

20] Where does no.9 live at(ginny)?

- simei.

21] What color does no.4 like(rachel chua)?

- every color of th rainbow.

22] Are no.5 and 1 best friends(belle and weishan)?

- not exactly.

23] How do you get to know no.2(mandy)?

- in sch lar.

24] Does no.1 have any pets(belle)?

- TOBY! BUT NOT IN SG. SAD.

25] Is no.6 the sexiest person in the world( lg meih)?

- probably!

Thats all .(:
OH AND TO ANONYMOUS:
WHATEVER, LOSER. :D:D I'm th best, like HA.HA.HA. ^^

I dont want you to know about me. I dont want you to comfort me.
I dont want you to ask me what's gone wrong.
Because, you dont know how to tell me what's wrong from what's right,
I dont want you to think about my problems when you have your own.
You're sweet, I'm serious.
I dont intend to tell you anymore of my problem. I dont need you to worry for me.
I can be on my own, I will be thr for myself.
Dont do this. Dont.

Hey, tell me when you're ready. Game on, I'll be waiting. <33'

you're like, so whatever. ^^

2007-08-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

LOL?
Your words are rly,rly funny.
Not for th lack of trying though, but I seriously find your
"HI-I-AM-ANGEL-I-DUNWANT-TROUBLE-KNOW-"
kinda attitude very,very lame,spastic,retard.
What wrong with healthy suggestions? And fyi, I dont oppose on purpose.
Its cos we have different opinions. &&,
Why would I even waste my time, effort trying to convey a message to people
who simply dont have a big-enough heart to take criticism?
But anyway, since you cant take it, fine by me. I've met so many people of your
type,I've lost count. They go by th name of.... well, you've used it so many times in your
speech, you'll know what I mean.Hahaha.

'Oh. And I think you're too humji to even put my name down.
Seriously. Not to insult you. but mind your words. I dont like tht attitude.
If thats what you call it. I.dont.give.a.damn.to.your.feelings.
Get that in your small heart yup? Hahaha.
Simi lai eh? Whats with all that nice-nice-angel talk.
Cut th crap cos you aint tht kinda person know. =="
You want to say me, say it to my face, dont hide it somewhr you think I dont know.
Hello? FYI, I AINT STUPID. :D:D
Wake up. This is th real world. This is me. I dont give a ass shit to all that junk.
I listen to words. Cold hard words. Not soft cottony talk. Get it?
If you dont know how to talk properly, then dont. dont at all. (:
HELLO, LOSER.
YOU KNOW I'M GONNA WIN.
YOU KNOW THAT FROM TH START.
AND IF YOU DONT LIKE ME,
I DONT LIKE YOU TOO,
SO JUST GET TH EFF OUT OF MY SIGHT.
Connasse. ^_^

please dont walk away again. --

2007-08-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

Hello all! Posting because I am bored and have nth to do. :X
Yup. Lalala.

FRIDAY
There was no CCA yup and we went to 85. Cabbed to Simei and took a train to PR.
Eat, slacked. Went WS's house soonafter and played com. Reached home ard 7?
Yup. Slept quite early, had stupid big walk on sat.

SAT
Big Walk. Lame de lahhhs. Walkwalkwalk, reached Fengshan CC.
Some prize-giving thr, and ended at 9 plus. Walked along with Glen, Yuanshen,
Kaili Dickson XiongZhi Xinyou Jianyou.
They ate at Bedok and th rest of us went to PR.
Ate Macs with WS, Yuanshen and Xinyou.
Then we got so bored luhhs.After they left.
Walked ard and bought th two boxes I needed and went to PRCLibrary to fix it up.
Finish liao, train-ed home and bathed, headed to TanjongPagar soon after.
Yupps. Ended ard 9 plus. Went home. bathed, flop and sleep.
Nxt week dont have to go alr. Song boh. Okies. Thats all.

{Tag Replied.}

CARO SRY i dont link. (:
GLEN Okies. Though, I was never emo. mwahaha. Thanks anw.
BELLE I AM XBC LA YOU. :D:D loves!
-MANDY Hahaha, jealous? joking (: not extra-ded la you. :X thanks lor!
JIANYOU Haha, tkcare too yo. No it dont rock when you're having it haha.
gdluck with PSCS3 yup? :D
LG MEI Hehe, alryt now ler. Sad.. jiayou for exam yup.
GLEN Yup you too. (:
RACHEL(: Eh no such thing what dont like see you here. talk crap! haha, tkcares too!
SANAE WHAT H2O? haha. you ar, must socialze more leh. ONLY-SUN.? ahahaha.
-MANDY YOU DONT GET LIKE, 60% OF WHAT I SAY YUP. haha, not from th lack
of trying to though. nxt time, i explain again :X mwahaha.
/&MANDAY I know you did ==" haha(: loves!
YUSHAN Hello you! My STB! Hahah tkcares ar you. loves.
/&MANDAY Haha, half only. Half. Yes and rem, a star, a star, and SHINY STAR wakaka.
LG MEI Haha, nvm i will come back on tchers day you can see me! gods, miss you like shit.
hoho, tkcares yo.^^
GINNY.} Hhaha. yup, but i like random. hmm, why lehhs? why you say so. (:
R0NGX` Hellos! Thansk ferh th tag, and tkcares too! :D:D
PASSER-BYE Hi.Pls tag with your name nxt time, I dont entertain nameless people.
Thanks for th compliment anyway!
/&MANDAY Okies. I did! (:
SHAN Haha, lol eh. but nvm lar. haha, tkcares sotong!
GINNY.} SORYY UHHHHH. Heex, my phone got prob. (: tkcares.
SHAN Hi I boo you back. * So scared! haha. lol. (:
/&MANDAY HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI. (:
PASSINGBY Tag with yr name nxt time, I dont entertain nameless peepo.
Um, PR stands for Pasir Ris, WS can stand for Wei Shan or White Sands.
Thanks for th compliment, but I dont do skins public. And i dont hav BS acc.

I just want to tell you that, I'm truly sorry for what I said
in th msg th other time, sorry for those words.
Now I realise, you're th only person who truly understands what I am trying to do
and you're th only one who actually appreciate.
Please dont walk away from me again, but can we be just friends like we use to?

All I needed was your acknowledgement, please dont treat me like I dont exist can?
Your actions HURT. Really did hurt. Forget it. Sua lah.
Say also got no use. So what's th point. Gdluck for you. You good. --

& waiting for you to come online..
I know you live right here, in my heart. :D:D <3333' --
Gdluck for nationals.

do you know? :D

2007-08-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

Sorraye~
Havent been posting these few days of a few certain reasons

1.I am lazy.
2. No time.
3. Nth post about.

But no matter, shall post today.

Today me, Shan and Rach went to SECRETseven and realise it was locked.
And so we were like.. okies. Nvm lor!
Still rem th 2nd time I went thr.. was with Shan.. and when we came out frm th back
realise almost all th doors were locked!
My heart was beating damn damn damn fast and I was thinking,
could we be trapped here? Lol and th only thought was tht and another one
haha. regards to DBC de lahhhhh okok nvm.
Yups so in th end we found a single door tht was open and th minute we got out
I was breathing normally again :X

So today was a little scared because I was scared of th same thing but nvm.
Realise th upper gates were locked so we left our marks thr and will wait for another chance.
Till, then th SECRET"/ stays with us. :D

Yups. Today assembly was kinda lame but.. haha. (:
Lessons were mostly held in th labs IDK why! lol, but I like it cos I get to type things.
Hahaha, thingayyyyyes.
Ok nvmmmmm!
Slack today awayyyyy.

After school, went to WS ( nt weishan its white sands!) yup and ate our lunch thr.
Rachel I just wanna tell you we actually made peace and I'm sure we're not gonna
quarrel with him le. I hope. Hahaha. Anyways, we chatted to around 5!
Hahaha. Then he went home, and me and Shan went to th area arnd 500 + ?
I know I've been to Pasir Ris but I've nber been to their housing areas and I tell you.
Though th 500 + side is rly rly close to WS, its damn home-y and then you get th feeling
like its rly your house! Hahaa. Me and Shan were like, just randomly walking ard
and we walked through almost every floor of a certain floor.
Idk how to describe but um it felt good. Hahahaha!

Okies so yup.We took some photos thr and I think I liked th place.
I randomly shouted somebody's name, haha. But nvm.
We chatted ard th paygrnd area and went back to PR MRT and trained home.
Whr I saw Joelle! Hahahaha. Walked tgt and I realise I needed to buy sth from
petrol station cos I'm lazy to go 7-eleven so she went to 161 and I walked th other side.

Yup I think tht's about it!
My life is just a piece of drama that is played over and over
saying the same lines playing th same character but what makes it worthwhile
is cos you are th director, th actor and th climax.(:

I'm sorry. I cant accept this fact, I dont get it, get it?
I regret letting you comfort me, I didnt know you will react this way
Sorry to say, I wasnt expecting it, blame it on me, whatever
but you're not th one, you understand?
Talk about hurt but what th hell just stop this nonsense and go away.
Hurt or not, I didnt ask for it actually so what the hell?!
Dont cry over this cos it aint worth, you obviously deserve better.
Sorry lah!
Cant you see tht I'm avoiding? Cant you see all my msgs are just one-word replied?
Dont you get it? So can you please please go away? And stop making me feel all bad?
Because seriously, I didnt ask for it, I didnt do anything and SAD TO SAY
I dont want it! One week. One week.
Gods. One week has nber felt this long before. D:

And you. Can you stop all th staring? I dont like it
It feels like this ghost at th back of me you get it?
YOU ARE A GAY and gays arnt straight, get it?
SO as for you, you are one big no, so get th eff up your head and go away!
Stop irritating me, YOU ARE NOT COOL, NOT CUTE, NOT GOODLOOKING
what th eff is wrong with you? effing freak/
Lol! I dont want it, take it away man.Diao, spastico.
All th acting DOES NOT IMPRESS so like what th eff
go and get some effing common sense cmon it dont effing work so can you
PLEASE EFF OFF whats your effing disgusting piece of effing ass problem?!
DIAO! RETARD.

' (: You lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs,
Hahahaha. Do you know? :D
Hehe. Idk what to say, but then again. They are said in my heart,
so there is no need to say them again. Do you hear them? :D:D

GOODLUCK FOR SEMIS! (: ADD OIL~

thank you! :DDDDDDDDD

2007-08-16T06:23:00.001-07:00

Hohohohoho.
You ar. Appearing offline is it?
Hahahaha :D:D
Nbermind luhhs. Thanks ferh making my day.
" When you ask, you get."
Now I believe <3333333333333333333"

Hahahahs. Today went to TM with Shan. Just ate lor.
Then Yamaha. Then got home ard um 6 I guess?
7 th MONTH. Scarayyyyyyye ~

Today is our #7 secret.
We're planning to go tmr agains. I hope'd!
I love tht balconyyyy omgomgomg. So coooool can?
All of a sudden, I'm glad we came to our school.
But now I think th sec 4 seniors think we're ghosts.
Cos its supposedly locked or sth!
Hahahaha. I <333333333333333 ***
hahaha. But it was serious;y creepy along th way luh.
I love it all th same (:

Thank you so much. Rly. Thank you :D:D

i am sick of this!

2007-08-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

okies.
Today, went to PasirRis library with Shan.
Yupps. Until I want sleep cans. Hahaha.
So jiu went home ard 6 lor?
Sian mahhh. So I play piano awhile.
Cant believe lahhs. But Maraige D'amour is actually nice.
Hahahahahah.
Okies. Yup. Thats all ferh today.
Wish me gdluckkkkkkkkkk. ORAL =="

I rly dont understand what is wrong.
Why wont you just give me a reply? A well-wishing could have been replied
rather easily, like you do all your friends even if they dont give you one.
& I dont want to wait, brb brb brb. It's frustrating! YOU, A MAN, YOU, A MAN.
Its driving me nuts.
Lemme bang into a wall and die.
Gahhhh!
I'm so so so so so sick of everything luhhhhh.
" Ask and you will get."
What? I've been asking like, 198y5874475847 times before.
SICKSICKSICK. rahhhhhhhhhs.
When you say brb, means bye i dont want to talk to yupp piss off.
Is tht what you mean? I dont mean to be sarcastic but you wont see this anyway
so like, what the hell I dont give a damn but I do! AAAAAAAHHHHH-------
Rly. Just let me bang into a wall and die. =="
Just let me know with a simple word or anything. That you're alive and you know
I am too. Okies?
Seriously. I cant take this anymore.
I cant hate you the way I want to yet I cant think the way I wished I was.
25 words. Oh how I hate those 25 words. D:

so tireddddddddd.*

2007-08-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

I realised, no matter what I'd try,
it dont work. Cos I know, th man will be th man.
Who is always th man. Who will be your love.
If you dont get it, you cant get any more stupider than this.
><
Sigh. Just let me die alreadyyyyyyyyy :X
Gods. I miss you lah. D:

Why dont them dreams work out in reality? D:

You have forgotten me. But I will help you to remember.
I hope.

After all this while.--

2007-08-10T06:25:00.000-07:00

I AM SICK. =="
Having a bloody temperature. Flu.
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhs. Feel very sick luh.
ZOMG. But I will still blog. Because, thats why.

NDP CELEBRATION AT SCHHHHH.
Hot like shit luhh. But it was alright narhs.
The tree-planting was rather lame tho. =="
Dismiss at 9/10 plus? Didt went back pri.sch. Things happen luh.
Yupps. Then went to watch SECRET with Shan. It was rly nice luh.
Hahah. && my seat was #7. Yupps. Okies.
Thens.. I forgot le. STM lahhhhh. ;D

YTD.
Took a bus from Harborfront. All th way to our resort at Amara.
Then checked in. Spent th day at Sentosa. Yupps.
Then bathed. Then I flopped and slept. :D
Woke up ard 12 plus? Showered and went swimming!
Haha. The Sky Pool veh cool luhhh cans?
Hahaha. Thens went back to resort. Cleared up.
Then checked out and went Vivo. Lunched thr, and lugged everything
to th taxi-stand. Luckily, a taxi-uncle wanted to go to Tamp so we
got on th taxi and back home. Very tired luhhhs.
But I'm sick. Yupps.
So went to doctor after clearing up and bought medicine.
I'm suppose to be resting now actually, but I dont give a damn really.
Nothing is worth a damn, know? D:

& I rly rly hope, th class chalet'd turn out alright.(:

Because I cared, because I hoped, because I prayed.
Everything I did, with my heart and soul, anything you did
was part of me and so, all I ever did was wish you'd say a word to me.
All I ever did was wait for your happiness.
With your hearts interlocked now I know, that was th last time,
I'd ever speak to you. Th last time, I'd ever thought tht finally,
thr was hope. Th last time. My last time.
& All this while, I was praying for a miracle. But forget it.
I cant stop thinking about you, th man, you, th man, you, th man.
I cant stop myself, I'm sorry. I just cant stop thinking about it.
I'm sorry. For the very last time, I'm sorry.--
But I just cant stop missing you. I cant stop th tears. I'm sorry. Rly.

):

2007-08-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

My 2.4 at East Coast sucked luhhhhhhhhhhh.
I got like what, 139?
okayokayes, forget it. I was nber good at running anyway.
Not like a certain man.
Suan ler bah. No use trying.
REDREDREDRED.(:
okies! Hahahah. Hai hao lar.
Did th acc thingy at Pris house.
Veh fun can! Laughed like mad asses.
okokokayyyes.

Got my new specs today. Made me look like, SO KUKU CAN :X
But then again, th shape's wiredly peculiar. Ok luhh, i think.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. I am still waiting for you to come back you back anotttttts,
iyoyoyoyooyoyoyoyo. But actually. I said I'll wait forever, no matter what. (:

To be with th man might be your greatest dream, but
simply'd talking to you, 就是我最大的梦想.
"And they lived, happily ever after."
The end. (:

{ Tags replied!}
-MANDY Something :D
LG MEI Yes, thats right! (: we happy tgt. (:
PRIS Yupps, he'll be darn gay. But too sad, its mr tan now.
jolly tan>< Lame with a capital L.
GLEN IM NOT. OK. hahah. What hurts me? (>oo<)
HANAFUBUKI No lar, hehe/.Thnk you! (: Lucky you then. ^^
LG MEI Its okok lar. (: Yupps, very delicioussssss X)
BELLAYYY Hhahah hope you dont mind me calling you tht.
But anways. SO sad, he didnt. But then. okok lar.
Urmx. Got abit un-realistic. hahah.
-MANDAY ELLOS. :D
PINGSHUANG Yes. Okayyyyyyyyyyyyy ^^
-MAD-NY. OKOKOKKO I KNOW YOU'RE HERE HELLLLLOOOOOOO XD

Alryttttts. Thanks for tagging all this while.
Rly love you all. (:

& Just because, I will. --

i feel your love. D:

2007-08-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

After school, went with Shan and Rach to TM,
to buy her FBT shorts. Black. Yupps.
Thenn, me and Shan stayed at Macs and chatted.
Walked her to Tamp.Inter the I walked home myself.
Onlined-, and just read I Believe You" by Low Kay Hwa online.
Its a great read, I seriously didnt read anything for a long time.
I tear-ed after reading it, it was so touching luhhhhhhhhs. :X
Things happened today to make me think, with questions everywhere.

How could I possibly forced myself to pretend to be happy,
with someone who is not happy to be with me?
I am nt complaining, I'm stating a fact.
& How do you know, I'm not nostalgic? '

Those four words.
Cause me to thinkthinkthink.
Why is it like that derhhhhhhhhhhhh. :X
Iyahhh. Dont know lar. I'd just forget about this.
In those words, there's more meaning than its surface.
Tht handshake, was simply more than a handshake.
But I will put it aside, it could simply'd be child's play. o.0

When you walk away, when you stay away.
I will go to you. I will take your shyness away.
Because, I want us to be rly rly rly rly good frens. (:

....

2007-07-31T06:20:00.000-07:00

Here's a little something I found today..

I was getting kind of bored.

So here's a little something I found today.

Dress up EMO. Girl! Which isnt really emo lar.

And her boyfriend. EMO.Boy.

Well basically I just quickly dressed them up.

A bit lame maybe, but I was bored.

Dead bored. SO yupps. here it is. (:

Oh and if you want to play it, type " dress up emo girl"

at www.deviantart.com yupps? see all th lovely examples of th other

designs others have don. But anyway.

Toodles :D

thank you for everything :D:D

2007-07-30T06:16:00.000-07:00

Damn lar. Damn th stupid shitake mushrooms.
SICKSICKSICK.
Garhhhhhs. But anway.
I am happy overall luhhhs. Dont have irritating shits to annoy me.
Afterall. What has happened, has happened. We cant change it.
What we can do is to look forward to th future, cos thts what rly rly matters.
I dont wish to be uinhappy, or to brood over such small matters.
It only makes me more upset, angry, nostalgic. We've just got to
let go of everything, and I'd find peace.

" Being a happy person means forgiving.
Each and every little wrong thing that happens, or a person does.
Forgive what has made you hurt to forgive what you have done to hurt others.
And you will be happy."

I think this is right. I will forgive everything you have done to piss me.
Because I know, someday, you'd forgive me too. (:

Everything has a start, and it has a end.
Nothing ends nicely, thats why it ends.
But do you know?
This is not th end, its only th start of a beginning.
&
I want us to be rly rly rly rly rly good friends. Because, I care. :D:D

-?

2007-07-25T07:03:00.000-07:00

What? I huan tio you meh.
Nabei. Kao lar. Damn sial.
Nvm, stupidity will be replaced by obliviousness.
NO need to say so much to make me feel like you are big.
NO need to make me feel angry.
NO need to get all fussy.
Cos' I dont care.
Gods. Who wants yours? :D:D

& so walk away.

2007-07-25T06:30:00.000-07:00

Gahhh. I shall blog.

Ytd, went WS with Weishan. We walked around first luhh.
Then we got hungry and decided to lunch at Swensens.
Weishan is so rich, hahaha. Anway. We ordered Crayfish Spag,
Chicken baked rice, fries, onion rings and two Soup of th day.
Eateateat! So fullllllll. We couldnt rly finish so we stopped halfway.
Then we ordered our ice-creams! She had a Sticky Chewy Chocolate.
I had a Chocolate Summit or sth like tht hahahah. Yummmmms. :D:D
Then after eating, we went to walk around and I bought a new set of studds.
Yupps. Then we went to play arcade. Playplayplay --
We played th stupid japanese drum thingy which was so retarded. Hahaha.
Then we played th three-coloured bishi bashi thing. Then Daytona.
Then th bballl machine. The most fun one lar. Cos we both played and scored till
60 plus points. Then got into second round.The thingy started moving at Shan was
damn pro. Hahaha. We hit 100 plus, but I tink need 150 to get into 3rd round.
Hahahah.Playplayplay Is like, so fun, Then 5 plus liao.
Then we went to Eight Percent and bought a Ink bag. Okok lar, quite nice.
Then we went to MTW to buy wrapper and ribbon. Then wrap finish ler.
Then walk around somemore. Very fast jiu 7 plus ler.
We train-ed home and Shan took a cab at TM. Reach home about 8 plus bah?
I bathed jiu sleep ler. So tired. And completely forget my presentation today:X

Today sch damn boring. Except SEL. We watch a movie and I dont know what th
hell it was talking about?
Except for some classic quotes.

" You fucking bastard!"
"What th fuck is happening? What the fuck?"
"Everybody piss off and shut the fuck up!"
" You bastard . You have no balls."

The last quote was damn funny and th whole class was like,
practically laughing our asses off. It was damn funny okay! And th movie was
even recommended by th school To think they dont like us to say such words.
Hahahahhahha, anyway. I was damn heng today cos my presentation was postpone
to tmr. But I still die anyway. I didnt bring my script home to memorise.
Damn th stupid yan jiang lar. Kns. Rahhhhhs.
Anway. Thts all.

Goodluckks ferh tmr finals. Add oil add oil! :D:D
All th best. ^^

&So walk away like you nver knew what was wrong.
So leave everything undone so I can find peace. (:

whatever lar.

2007-07-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

Shit damn it lar can.
Whatever lar. No mood. I thought about so many damn fucking things lar.
Good, bad, whatever. Thought it all through. And whatever it is.
Thinking of it makes me xinsuan. Whatever lar. Dont want think about this.
I already try le. One bad line and end. Over. Finish.
Iya. Whatever lar, fuck. End this already, this sucks so much lar.
And do you even know, how hurt I felt? D:
Damn it, why th fuck should you know. You didnt care.
You wont know. So go away and leave me alone. --

It takes two hearts to make it through
I'm not sure if I would be with you. "'

{ tag replied. }
KELLY Alrightys. Hahaha, lame-o! (:
SAKURA Hahahha, merry christmas to you too! Blahhhhh :D:D
LG MEI oi you! miss you too alright. <3333333333'
ALICIA Mama! Okies. When I got link, I link you k? (:
-MANDY WHATEVER(:
GLEN Hello. Lame lar you. Chat at sch can liao, boo (:
PRIS I know. I love it too :D:D Whatever! I want it too. Ya, thts good.
-MANDAY &Nobody listens to man-day. But just this once :D:D
LG MEI You too orhhhs. (:

2007-07-19T06:13:00.001-07:00

Whatever lar. chibai,
you think is you meh? FUCK OFF LAR.
nabei, dont ask so many questions, just piss off.
Fucking nabei. Dont drive me up th wall with your silly craps.
& Dont think you big. Im not scared.
CMI sial. Guailankia. =="
Pubor. __

# Leave me alone/.

2007-07-19T05:25:00.000-07:00

We had this game.
Paper hearts, paper dont hearts. And one, th most special.
MING TIAN ZHI DING. { Fate's decision.}
I got two hearts and one don't hearts.
Gods, how? Sian diao =="
I kept getting the fate's decision. Blahhhhhh D:
I dont get it. Why is this so bloody difficult to decide,
you cute ego-ass/. Okok. Candies are SO officially not over :X
Alrightys. Off to do my toooooooopid song reflection T.T

And dont matter. You're all I have.
And I treasure. :D:D

& there's nothing more to say/.

2007-07-17T05:03:00.001-07:00

GB day/////.

SICKSICKSICK!
Sorethroat. Ulcers. Flu.
Godddds. Dont know how to breathe narhhhhs :X
Very kankorrrrrrrrrrr. D:

Hahahah. Alrights. Today was boring like shit.
I don't know how to update luhhh.
Actually, there are many things to write about,
its jux I dont felt like, wont feel like.
Sian. These few days, I kept thinking about those reminisces.
NOSTALGIA. goddddddds.*
Damn th shit out of it. Move on, loser =="

I DISLIKE a man. DISLIKE. not HATE.
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs.
Damn it/. Why are you so clever! Why you dont have sci remd.
If not, awwwws. D:
Why is so good about that man? I'd nber understand.
Forget it! I'll keep jumping till I turn 160. >:L
Or at least, as tall as tht man! Roars.
Please, and seriously. &I'd cry so hard you'd see blood in my eyes. o.0

now you know.

2007-07-14T23:41:00.000-07:00

Y
I really dont know luhh. When I finally had a chance for contact,
I chose to give it all up. If it had been in th past, I'd jumped.
But now I came to think about it, are you really th one?
You would not be able to give me th happiness I wanted.
Love is not just a game. You wont understand, I know, it's so typical.
Th people we love, are so popular, so many people are queuing up behind us.
I cant breathe, its killing me. You're killing me. Th pain is fading away.
As I slowly forget about you, as I walk away. Th hurt and all th tears,
so long ago buried under th tale of time.Will all disappear.
You will no longer be mine to pursue. To cry for.
I'm over it. I'm over you.
So leave me alone. So let me let go of everything. So let me forget.
So I am free. And now, you'll know. --

and everything's gone. forever.

2007-07-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

Today's periods were rly rly boring.
While others were alright luhh.
I only liked SEL and CD today :D
We played games during CD while tht stupid Glen was
fighting with me over th stupid pole thingy!
Then my hands went all red cos Xiong Zhi and Jian You pulled very hard :X
But okay lah/.
Then SEL we watched this show named " I'm not scared"
which was supposedly recommended by th sch! But it had many words like
fuck, damn, ass, piss off. Hahaha. So funnny/ And a little of mature content :X
Hahaha, but th show was kinda nice though. Will continue to watch it next week
cos we didt finish watching it within two/three periods.

So it was some Oral Communication programme every Wed.
I tell you, it sucks like gayshit luhh can.
I think Mr Xavier went homo full swing. =="
He was teaching us gesticulation, in other words GAY-STICULATION.
And words like, little leech hot but { butt! } are in his teachings.
Oh and did I mention? His hair flings around when he speaks, and
quotes Priscilla: He's got this hair bouncing thing tht always happens to Rex!"
Yupps, and I was laughing all th way through th one hour.
Finally, it ended at 4. =='' One full hour of bloody gay teachings ! o.0

And after school, went to White Sands with Wei Shan.
We were walking then we saw Jiang Lao Shi.
Hahaha. Then after eating at KFC, while walking out we saw her too.
Hahaha. Yupps. Then we went neoprinting! Hahaha. for fun.
Then we bought a tin can of sweets at More Than Words. Then so retro lah!
Heex. Then walked around yupps.
Then we slacked and chatted lots again. Then around 7 I walked her
halfway through th inter./ Then I went home.

While walking home I thought I saw somebody like Joelle
and it rly was her! Yupps. Then I went over, then we kinda chatted
for a short while. Long nber see mah. Yupps then Wanrong and Kelly came to
meet her so I just left.Then I reached home, bathed, ate and here I am posting.

{Tags Replied}
-MANDY Why lehhs/.
HUICHEE Aites! Thanks, smuarks! :D
LG MEIX Thanks for th compliment! Heex, love meimeihhhh (:
GLEN Hellos, RANDOM FUNNY DIAO IRRITATING hahahha (:
BELLE Ehhhhs. Thank you! :D:D
ANNABELLA Thanks! No problem lahhhh ^__^
-MANDY Ellos, big-small ass (:
LG MEIX Thank youuuuus! Heex. Alrights, you too ok! (:
RACHEL Yupps. I am. And you're salty! Joking! Hahaha,THANKYOUS :D:D
GLEN Oh rly? Cant see.... * cos glen hit my head too many times I grew so tall! *
PINGSHUANG! Eh you! Heex, okokaye lahhs. You love me, I know you do.(:
Jokingxxx! Okok. Yupps. Tkcares alright, cheese (:
RONGX Ellos! :D:D
PRIS Exactly!HI! (: Lets sing th FUN and C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E song (:

And as th place was covered in construction bandages,
my mind lingers to everything I once used to love.
And now it will all be torn down and a new one will be in its place
However. No matter how new it is. It will never replace th old one.
If misunderstandings could be burnt, I'd burn it ashes and all by th tealight
in my bathroom. Sighhhhhhhhhs*

I walked away, was because I regret
I lead th way, was because I cared
I wont forget the day, was because you said
And I believed but now, where have all th words you said gone to?
All the claims and promises you guys have made, all down th drain
I kept asking my self, why am I going through all this shit?
It's slowly driving me up th bloody wall and I cant breathe.
I miss you. I rly do. Sighhhhs. And yet, I still dont know what I did wrong. D:

2007-07-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

Went to slack after school with Wei Shan.
Walked sround, and chatted many things, hehe. :D
Alrights, then when we were walking on th 4th/ 5th lvl,
saw somebody. LOL. I popped?
Okok. You mighnt understand but you must not know
what I mean . (:
Alright/////.
So I was nearly hyperventilating/
Exaggerating, but nver mind.
Alrights. That's all. It made me think about many things though.
Yupps. End!

"
If one day you feel like crying, call me.
I don't promise I can make you laugh,
but I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away, call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop,
but I can run with you.

If one day you don't wanna listen to anyone, call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be quiet.

But if one day you call and there is no answer,
come quickly. Perhaps I need you. "

I am free.

2007-07-08T00:19:00.000-07:00

Alrights. I 'm back, with th promised post. :D
Went out with Lover yesterday and took many pics.
But I shall not post them up since Mandy hasn't sent me yet! :X
And also, I am LAZY with a capital "L" so yupps. (:
No pics, sorryyyyyyyyy! :X

Woke at around 11 and lay on th bed. I didnt wanna wake up :X
Then I realised it was 11.20 something. So I just quickly showered and changed.
Rushed out of th house around 12. I was supposed to meet her at 12.15
at Tanah can! But I was like damn late so she came and meet me at Tamp.
We headed to Dhoby Gaught { however you spell it} then headed to PS
for our brunch at Macs. We were damn hungry luhhhhs.
EATEATEAT. Then went to Action City.
We spent most of our time there cos we were looking for presents!
Bought a rly rly huggable blue bunny for Jian You, happy belated! ;D
Then walked around. Headed over to Cathay. Wanted to catch a movie
but no time lahh. So ended up simply walking around. Then went NUM.
The bags veh nice but not affordable :X
So went back to AC and got me a lovely cute plushie!
It's in th shape of a pudding, but stands for toastbread! :D:D
Yupps. The bought a pack of 12 boxes of rly rly cute thing.
I think its tissue paper. But th packaging was veh nice luh,
and veh cheap too. So we bought :D:D
Yupps. Then we headed to White Sands and took neoprints!
Th machine was quite good, even without decoration was alr veh nice.
So we took two times! (:
Yupps. We divided it, and headed to th ladies' for Lover to change into uniform.
She gt campfire D: But yupps. She look veh handsome.
Hahaha! NOT. :X She look smart.
So pei-ed her to Tanah. Then she left, and I went to meet Anna at Marina Sq.
She suddenly asked me go, and I was like, alrightalright.
Yupps. She treated me to a drink then we walked around th place until 6 plus.
We chatted then I had to go to Tanjong Pagar.
She pei-ed me to MRT then I left. Then my mom say I didnt have to go!
So I met up with XiaoTing & BenDan. So long nber see them can!
Heex. They bought me a cake. So sweet luhhhhhs.
We went to celebrate at XiaoTing's house after buying th cake.
Hahaha. Ate th cake, veh nice. Ice-cream cake :D
Yupps. Then they caked my face! Hahaha. But I cleaned it off and caked them :D
Hahaha. So fun can. Then after eating, we ordered KFC for our dinner. Didnt
feel like eating, so ordered cheese fries and Pepsi.
Yupps. Then watched a movie. " The Himalaya-singh".
Its a canto show luhh. But its so hilarious, I just kept laughing
like it was nobody's business :X Yupps.
Then after tht, audi-ing for 2 hrs. Hohos!
Then they sent me home. (: I reached home around 11 plus.
Yupps. That's all :D:D

&& Thanks to everyone who SMS-ed me a birthday wish! And sorry I didnt
reply all of you :X Heex. (:

And now tht you're not here, I feel free.
I dont care if she's here, or there, or everywhere.

TH ONE THING I TRIED TO HOLD ONTO--

2007-07-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

Today had ED. Yupps.
After ED went White Sands with Yun Xuan,
Noel, Xin Wei, Ben, Ji Zhen.
Yupps. I didt eat , then we sat thr and chatted.
Then I headed home at 8 bah? Was feeling very tired.
Waiting for Mandy's call now! :X
Sighs.That's all. Going out with Lover tml!
If have pics, I'd post aites? :D

Listening to those song. Rly rly makes me veh sad.
I think and think of what happened today, it rly looked like.
It seriously look like what I thought it was.
I'm going crazy. And everything tht had happened in th past few days,
simply made me so confuse, and I'm struggling to even think.
I cant think straight, all th things I thought I had was all a lie.
Everything you said, or did was just an act. I'm sorry.
I;m tired of your pretence. Im scared of you guys.
I dont know what to expect next. I rly am bloody scared.
Now, I dont know what to do. I dont know what to say.
Anyway, you wont understand. I see you everyday.
Now I know, you were never a miracle to be.
We are from different worlds. I will learn to let go.
No matter how hard it hurts. No matter how many tears.
We all had our times of pain, I'm glad I could see you.
I knew it before others told me. I'm glad you dont know me.
I needed you but so many times, you werent there.
When I needed your shoulder, all I had was th cubicle wall to lean onto.
So many times you have gave me false hope.
I am rly stupid, to believe you.
I dont need to hate you.
I adored you. But now, you will be simply a memory.

" Close your eyes. And let me come away.
'Cos I cant, baby I cant stay(stand).
Let me leave(love) you, baby let me cry.( hold me tight)
From this dawning, kiss the pain goodbye.
( Keep the rain goodnight).
I would miss you when it means goodbye.
( I wont kiss you when it means goodbye.)
So leave me dancing, in November Night."

2007-07-05T04:49:00.000-07:00

YI'm tired of all your denials.--

I hope it was a right decision to make.
It dont matter if you dont reply,
I take it as you dont want it. Nber mind,
I'd simply give it to someone else more worth than you.
I've stayed th same. I'm still th same. And you arent.
Thats why. ~~You lost.~~

{Tag Replieddddd :D:D }
-MANDY Yupps, hiiiiiiiii ==" hellos(:

BELLE Hohos, its purposely der :D Sadly, not sarah, haha. Thanks!
Thanks ferh th compliment, and Ily toos! <3
JIANYOU Heh, you funny sial(: Nber mind! I wish you k? (: HAPPY BURFDAYYYYYY JY! :D
TSUGUMI Yupps, so clever :D Noo, Im definitely not having fun :X
&ANNA Bytch what bytch uh! Hoho.Thank you very very very much yupp! Heex, thanks. Ilovemuffin manymany :DDDD
BELLE Aw, dont be silly, it ain' you(: pink is <3>
-MANDY Hey dont say tht! You ain' a bytch aites >:L Don't matter :D

LG MEI MEIMEIMEIMEI! :D Thank you ververy much(: Loveyahhh --

ANNABELLA Heex, no prob aites(: At least they shine now, :X Hehe.

Thank you all for th pretty tags, keep them coming in (:

YYY

2007-07-04T05:50:00.001-07:00

YNow all th bad had flowed out, I feel free.

Today was much boring =="
I was still staring during PE everytime I turn
around that PARTICULAR side of th court :X
Muahahas, IF this happens everyday I dont mind having PE.
Every single day. Hahaha. But sadly, sadly lah huh?
Hehe. Yupps, so slacked th whole day through.
Thens after school, stayed back.
Helped Mandy polished th sides of her boots.
I polished Glen " supposed" boot by accident
and when it was shiny enough then I looked and realized, hey!
This aint my boot and I was like, rahhhhhhh! So I polished th other one
as well, then so yupps. I did th front and a bit of th side fo Annabella too.
Just th foundation I guess. But yupps, a little more polishing should do th trick.
After th polishing my finger was all wrinkled lah cans.
Yupps, so after everything,Mandy, Glen, Annabella and me went to
buy bubbletea and eat and stuffs. Then we took 17 home.
Thats al, boring rights?
Told you Meiying is a boring girl :X
Aites aites.
Lalala, end!

Im serious about everything
I just wished you wont think its for attention
Th slashed was real
And now tht all th bad has flowed out
I can see th red. I felt th pain
Im sure, I wont do this ever again.
It hurts too much.
I'd wait. Eternity --

You make me very very very happy, know?
I'd smile. Everytime I think about it
Im happy for you ^^
I rly rly need you, ASAP! :D:D
Even though you're not giving me your answer,
I'd wait too. Eternity --

2007-07-03T03:53:00.000-07:00

YTell me th truth,please.

Went to White Sands with Anna after school today(:
Ate Macs, then trained to Tamp, and bought our bubble teas!
Okok, yupps. Then walked around TM then went to buy clips.
She needs, but not me, muahahha! (:
Okok, saw this very small bear and she was squeezing and saying its her enemy!
OMGGGG, Anna is EVILLLLLLL --
Haha.
Okok. So went to her house downstairs. Sit and talked craps.
I rly rly missed Anna Loh can! (:
Hehe. Yupps. Then went her house. Audi --
But after a while decided to go and take something from her friend.
Went to Tamp. Inter.
Then chatted somemore.
Yupps. Then I went home around 6.45 plus.
Kk. End!

& And everytime you asked me what happened
I'd shake my head cos you'd nber understand
& And everytime you leave me out
I'd shake my head cos I'm used to it
& And everytime you lie to me
I'd shake my head cos I'd wait forever
& And everytime you promised me,
I'd shake my head because you'd nber fulfill it.

And would you please give me an answer?
Im waiting, waiting, waiting
Why am I always th one who waits?
Sighs.She's gone crazy.
And slowly she's fading away.
From th face of your.
From th face of mine.
From th face of Earth.
Goodbye.--

YYY

2007-06-29T05:01:00.000-07:00

YNo doubt, it aint me. So disappointed.--

Today went lan shop aft sch.
2 hrs, mapling but mostly audi.
Yupps. Went sit arnd at 161. Thenns arnd 6 plus went home.
Thats all yeah. --

And somewhere where you dont know it,
that'll be it. No commenting needed.
~~herheart~~andhersoul.
Entry'd be CKL.
Yupps. No searching allowed. D:

2007-06-28T05:04:00.000-07:00

YIf there was only one person you could choose to save, would it be me? ---

I've been online-ed for every single day.
Dont know what to post, but here goes.(:

LALALA--
Today's lessons were alright lahh.
I think I'd like Home Ec. It's seemingly fun :D
But I hope I wont be like, forgetting to bring stuffs,
cos we'd to bring many things for th lesson. Yupps, hoho.
Ms Ng was okay lahh. But she seems a very good F&N teacher :X
Kkayes. Dhenns after school, nobody to pei-ed me D:
No lahhh -- Today had ED handover!
Which was like, so sad D:
The sec 4's were making their farewell speech and Im so
going to miss them can. I mean like, Nien Yuan and Si Han and
everyone else. They were rly rly kind to juniors luhh.
But I hope whatever the sec 3 batch does, will bring
us to greater heights :DDD
AND... Guess who's Pres and Vice. Pres?
No prizes for gussing cos its obvious till you can guess it
with your eyes closed! :X No lahh. The votes were very close.
Our beloved EUNIICE got th position and JOEL of course,
was Vice.Pres. Yupps, so th so-call ceremony ended.
Me, Yun Xuan, Noel, Anna and Lilingg walked to Tanah Merah tgt.
We train-ed to Tampines.
Thens me and Yun Xuan went to Sweet Talk to buy Bubbletea!
Haha. Yupps, dhen went to Popular to search for a pen.
Couldnt find it, so went to walk around.
Went to Mini Toons to search for a farewell present for the seniors
but sadly, our money, even when pooled tgt, wasnt enough for proper ones
cos we didt have enough. So we left Mini Toons and decided to get
a higher budget first ^^
Then we kind of went to Singtel to take a look at th phones.
Yupps, chatted about stuffs luhhh. Thens we kinda,
strolled into Isetan conveniently.
Then saw a FBT stall! So people,
if you'd want FBT shorts like me, its selling at $10.90
{ the one I saw luhhh } and comes in red, orange, white, blue and black.
Its at Isetan near th Billabong section, at th place whr they sell shoes and bags.
LOL! I sound like a advertisement, yeeks --
Lalala, well just to say , haha :D
Then Yun Xuan went to Interchange to bus home while I walked.
I LOVE SOO YUN XUAN :DDD
{ But I not les okayyyyy ! }
Saw Anna on th way! Haha, long time no see.
Chatted awhile, and she had to go meet her mom at Macs.
Then I reached home, bathed and ate.
I heated th Miso soup, yummy haha.
Then ate it with some noodles I cooked.
Then watched TV then posting now.
Since I'd nothing to do. Might as well come online.
Tkcare you pretty people. Replying your lovely tags today.

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HUICHEE Aites, relinkkkkked* Yeah, me too! (:
MANDY- Yeah, and we'll do tai cheee, dhen go to chai cheee and eat mwa cheee!
LG MEIX Dont have lahh.Okayyes! You too arx, jyjy ferh PSLE !
Must score highhigh worhs :D Do your best yupps(:
ANNABELLA OKKKKKK! linkedddd*
LG MEIX Haha, okok lahhs. Yupps, haha(:
TSUGUMI Hey, its rly obvious. Use your imagination.
I cant tell you who it is cos SOMEBODY'll get angry with me.
But you can guess neverthless and I'll reply'ed you :D
PRIS Yeah, hihihihihihi (: I nber dao you! :D
-MANDY HEY! It wasnt my fault. It was too tempting ;D

YYY

It doesnt matter how many times you didt reply'ed me
It doesnt matter how much you'd hated me
It rlyrly doesnt affect anything
because I'll be there whether you need me or not,
just know tht I'll be here forever.

Baby Its You (:
It'll always be you. Feeling might fade,
but for me its like th tide of th sea. Receding at a time,
returning at another.Aint it true? (:
Oh look, its high tide <3

2007-06-27T05:09:00.000-07:00

Lalala --
Will post for today.Been online-ing for past few days,
having not much to do :X
Shall blog about today bah :D

Today
Wednesday is a very slack day.
ALMOST! Because most of the subjects are mostly slack.
Yupps, tht's right ^^
So first period was Math, I was bloody bored =="

But the one period was soon over, and we had Music. o.0
Went to Music Room to have our lesson and found it to be alright.
We're learning keyboard, but dont know why they made us sing?
I hope we start on keyboard next lesson, cause singing will be boring :X
I was hoping to learn drums or even electric guitar-- so cool cans, hoho.

Okok, so after two periods of Music we had Eng.
Mrs Hudd let us play a game and it was okay lahh.

We swapped PE with recess so we wont like, stomach pain or sthh.
They are bloody lame lah, why did they put PE after recess?
Siao liao ==" So we had PE while other classes had recess. * hungryhungry!*
PE was ok lor, 9-min run and height and weight.
I HATE HEIGHT/WEIGHT TAKING =X
Its so boring lahh, and we were supposed to "hang around" till we're dismissed?
LOL ; boring! But today not quite lahh.
Cause of.. hahah (: Lol, I was ~~glancing~~ STARING all the way :X
Okok, lalalalalas.Dismissed --

SKIPSKIP.
Chi was like, blahhhhh. D:
So boring can. I was trying not to fall asleep lahhh.
With Ginger Rat, you can nber have a lesson in peace :X

Second recess! Lol, stayed in class, slackslackslack--
Then was CD. BORINGBORING!
SEL was boring.

So? Meiying's day was boring and her life is boring. Yupps.
I think she's a boring person too ^_^

Lalalalalla.
After school did the stupid ACC thinky in school.
After which we were invited to some thinky on 14 Jul. I think I'll go,
seeming fun lehhs.Aites. Drilling in class very fun.
But so sad th bird died lahh. Dont know whr to bury :X
Aites. Bus-ed home. :D

Those words keep repeating in my mind,
Im going crazy, Im getting myself confuse.
Do you still remember th words of th song we sang together?
Do you still care ?

You simply'd not let me have a day of rest at all,
hating you is so tiring. Please, do you even think I give a damn?
I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE so you shouldnt too.
Dont do things you dont like, why'd you make your life so difficult?
I alr said it was alright, whats more? Dont tihnk I dont know, Im not a retard.
I dont want to care about all your rippings, whats use when you're not willing?
Somethings werent meant to be, no points forcing. --
If you ripped you couldve credited me. Why are you always doing these irritating things?
Besides, if you commented on my layout and said it wasnt nice, dont take it,
why rip it? Nber minds. I'll ban you from here. Even if you saw this and spammed once more
I wont give a shit cos youre not worth it.Bloody peepo arnt worth my time.

My heart was skipping out of beat , everytime we speak, cant believe I feel so weak.
Would you tell that you want me that you love me I'd be your lady,
put it down for you, be the woman for you.
Im falling, so deeply. Crazy over you, Im calling.. calling out for you,
what am I gonna do, Im gonna wait forehh --
If You'd leave me lonely and cold,
I'd just break down.

Thats right baby, Im going crazy, I wanna be your lady
I've been thinking lately, that you and me.. Yes we can make it.
<3

Let me a way out, please.

2007-06-25T01:01:00.000-07:00

Lalala! --

At Mandy house now and writing this

Uber childish but funnny( to me lah!) post.

So erhem*

Here goes, whee!

Haha i am zi-high (:

So today Annabella and Mandy were suppose to

Do drill, but they ended up playing!

OMG! With a uber lame monkey. =="

So, they ended up drawing super stupid stuffs, like..

WOW! Rly look like sial! Lol, of course not. =="

Wah, who is tht huh? { So ugly sia! :X}

Lol, Glen drew Mandy. So sweet, but seriously, this picture suckks! :X

OMGOMGOMG!

No prizes for guessing, who's that?!

Ok lahh. LOL, you all alr know w/o me telling you lahhh(:

Lala. So we weren't getting further with th drill.

So we decided to go to White Sands and had KFC.

We thought would have less people,

but instead saw many people from sports class. I was like, o.0

But anyway. After eating went to take neoprint lor.

Wlaos, the neoprint shop like so empty de lor!

But th machine was quite okay arx actually.

After taking, got this boy, come and sit with us! Lol,

he very cute, but so irritating.

He stole our neoprint! But in th end give back.

Lol, haha. Let me show you a picture of him..

Okay looking enough lah. Haha --

Candid picture of me and Annabella by Mandy(:

Okok, so walked around and went to More Than Words

to buy birthday present for my friend.

Dhen jiu took MRT to Tanah Merah and walked to Mandy house.

So here I am posting and trying to finish my hw, whee!

I can multi-task de hor, joking lahh.

Haha. Anw. Shall go off now, tatas!

By th way, SOME new tchers are soooooo suck T.T

2007-06-22T21:46:00.000-07:00

Heard Zhang Dong Liang's 错了再错
on 微笑 Pasta and found it so nice!
Blah :D
Begged kor to rent 微笑Pasta series and he finally did!
Whee! --
Lalala, his songs sometimes are quite nice lehh. rly!

Lol, sch re-opening soon,
BLAH D:
I will miss dhe holidayyys ):
I hate sch luhhhh. Seriously. Homeworks and etc suck can.
Sibeh bohliao. Rahhhh!
Anw. Bye you all prettaye people !(:

Even you can't answer me, how can I?

2007-06-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hurriedly changed' layout.
Veh rushed, sorry aites! :DDD
I know th pic sucks. Paint, what do you expect?
Roars. Ferh some reason I cant figure out my blockquote
and Pinggg's Photoshop aint working.
RAWRS*
More editings, colourings and music will be added.
Much more stuff will be changed tooo.
Skin will be settled,but much ltr.
Thanks anyway, love you all pretty people.(:
YYY --

2007-06-21T05:45:00.000-07:00

Gods.
Its been so long since I last posted, I've realised.
Haha, been away ferh long, sorry aites!
Anyway. I've got to post. Thailand pictures can wait :DDD
Shall post from Sunday, hohos.

Sunday
Went swimming early in th morning, buahaha.
Met Xiao Ting at Khatib MRT. Gods! So far~
Anw. Swimming was fun luhh. Hahaha.
SKIPSKIPSKIP-

Went to meet BenDan at East Coast.
Lalala. Got some lame gathering mahh.
We went to eat breakfast at Mac while waiting ferh th others to arrive.
Dhen eat finish le, so bored.
Walked and crapped around, haha.
Dhen went to our BBQ pit! Haha. Pit 19.
Nobody there. =="
Went to rent our bikes, we were tired of waiting! :D
2 hrs. 1 hr get 1 hr. Okok luhhhs.
Went to eat ice kacang.
Not rly nice lehh. Haha.
Anyway. Went back to pit 19, Terence and others were there liao.
LOL LOL LOL.
Not much fun, they are BORING peepo! --

Haha. Anyway. Me, Xiao Ting, BenDan went to spend th rest of th time
at Mac playing PSP, muahahaha. :D
Anyway. Xiao Tings's NDS was rather cute lehh.
Blue. So much nicer than PSP's blue!
* Splutters upon thinking abt th blue..*
Hahaha. Anyway. Around 6 we decided to stop being
"anti-social" and went to join th others.
Th small kids went to play sand and th others were jux chatting.
So we just got stuff to eat and went to walk around again.
Th sea was pretty beautiful at night lahh.
High tide, high tide.
Around 11 decided to head home as it was getting boring.
Yupps. So tht was th end of our pathetic gathering.
Gatherings are so boring.
ESP. Class gatherings nd etc.
OUTINGS ARE !SO LOVE :DDD
--

Monday
ED DAY CAMP-

Went to Harborfront ferh our so-called camp.
SENTOSA lorhhhh --
So arnd 10.30 reached Harborfront's bus service to Sentosa.
Went to take th bus lorhh.
Dhen met up with th others at th Siloso beach.
We were playing Amazing race! :X
So boring, zzz.
Anw. Jux played th games they asked us to play lahh.
Whee, I THINK our grp win le bahh?
Cos we got a lot of ice-cream sticks.
Not dhat th other group incompetent lahh.
Anyway. Good game~
Ended arnd 7 plus bahh?
Felt rather hungry so went to Mac to have our dinner
with Hui Ting, Jin Min and Amanda.
Yupps. Reached home arnd 9 plus bahh.
Was so exhausted, I bathed and collapsed on th bed. :D

Today

Woken up by Mandy EARLYEARLY in th morning
by her Morning Call. Muahahah --
8 plus lahh. Sleeping lehh! Okay lahh. Joking , hohohs.
So bathed and changed quickly.
Rushed to Tamp. Inter quickly, met Mandy at Tamp MRT
at 9.30, haha. Anw. walked over to Interchange to buy our breakfast.
Then tool 291 to Belle's house and ate our breakfast.
Hahaha. We were slacking all th way, playing maple and audition.
But I dont mind, muahahaa.
At least we researched most le lahh. So not counted as slack nyaa~
Hoho. Looked around in audi shop and couldnt find sth
I could afford. So jux bought a simple top. Then decided to save up to buy
th shoes and th hair and th bottom.
Muahahaha. Lvl up faster --
Anyway. Arnd 3.30 Priscilla and Jian You left.
Then we cont. playing till around 4 plus.
Decided to head to TM or CS.
Took 291 again to head to Tamp. Inter.
Went to buy Mandy's hairband and pencilcase.
Decided to buy a purplish-pink hairband and silver earstudds.
Belle bought coloured earstudds too.
Went to TM , walk around. Nothing to see or buy.
So went to interMac and sit and chat.
Yupps. Went to TM with Belle after Mandy left
to wait ferh her Mom. Dhen headed home.
Bathed, dinnered at Subway and here I am , posting.
Yupps, its been long since I've posted.
Nber mind, I shall post more often, I'll try. :D

{Tags Replied :D}
KELLY KKK. Here is my update, I lazy mahh. :X
LG MEIX MEIMEIMEI! imy' tkcare manymany :DDD
SHERRII* Relinkkkked. Aites! Ily toos, tkcares.
YORIKO Wont considered torture lahh. Haha,
-MANDY Yupps. Goodbye Earth! (:
AYA Dickson is tht you? Keep changing name, so confusing.
Anw. Arigato. Sensei.
HUICHEE Aw. Np aites? Heex. Miss you loads too, meet up soon! (:
&&G.INNY(: Alrights! I have serious STM, remind me(: Relinkkkked*
Miss meimei too aites! :DDD ilu manymany toos.'

Those words keep repeating themselves on my mind.
Im getting myself confuse, Im going crazy.
Do you still remember th lyrics of th song we sang together?
Do you even care. My mind is spinning.
So many questions I want to ask you,
shake you, wake you.
You were everything tht made me believe, Im not alone.
Something's missing, is it you or is it me?

有眼泪没眼泪，你觉得我疯了
我会假装我听不见你们说的

" Friends are those who walk in,
when th whole world walks out."

I used to think, we would last forever.
I used to believe, there was eternal friendship.
Now. Is there even a forever?
No more tear-shedding.
No more sighing.
No more joy.
Happiness, th next stop on planet Gonnwrax,
seems so far, far away.
D:

2007-06-10T00:11:00.000-07:00

Watashiwa, Makiyo Hanasuki des.Y

Hey people! I'm finally back from thailand, buahaha.
Lol lol lol.
Am busy editing all th pictures I took.
Haha , some were of bad quality because of lighting, blurring blah blah blah.
But I will try my best to make them better narhs.
Haha. Anyway. I missed you people loads!

#Ah Chee <3>
#Wanrong Jieh#Kelly #Ahpinggg Precious! #Wenhui Jieh #XiaoTing

Are loved : DDD, <3

UpsetUpset.
Wenhui's blog tio spam by these lame people.
Say her skins not done by her, what shit.
Say want call lawyer, blah!
Im like, lawyer wont settle such stuffs ferh you luhh.
Dont believe? TRY ME. D:
Lawyer WONT SOLVE THESE THINGS.
Even if yes, okay! You stupid spammers give th money lahh.
Bloody idiotic shits.
Want call gang, we call police see who win , lame seh.
Down thr talk craps, blah! Man, think before you spam.
AhPinggg tio too. Hers is rippers. And nber credit-ers.
They are liek, so problematic luhh--
Wish they'd all vanish into thin air. :X

Will update and return tags soon.
Keep th tags coming! (:

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MEIX 不是 lahhhh : D Haha. Just some picture found on deviantart(:
Thanks for th compliment, <3
Yoriko Hmm. Your ass is bonded! Okok. Blah! I aint a les aites. Haha.
Good luck in th CHUNGCHENG direction (: But if she alr knows, isnt
it better? ;D
-MANDY I didnt, :X Anyway. Thanks uh! ily manymany <3
' kelly Right now, yes. Haha. You like seldom online-ed lehhs.
Maybe you email it to me would be better. Haha. I try, I try.npnp. (:
LG MEIX Haha. Thailand was okay narhhs(: Yes, of course. Tkcares uhhh!
MANDY MANDYYYYYY! : DDD

Some things werent meant to be,

no point forcing---

2007-06-04T00:24:00.000-07:00

Cant find th perfect words to sayY

Uber LONG post ahead! (:

Okokayyes : DDD I will post a very long post today,
to make up for not posting th next few days.
Hahaha, but when I come back from Thailand I will post again(:
Hehe, lalawhee! To post!

TODAY
Went Toa Payoh to change $$$, haha.
Lol, I thought Toa Payoh would be like, ulu ulu dhe lor.
But actually quite okay arx, haha.
Had brunch there, dhen walked around.
The Courts thr was kinda boring though, :X
Dhen headed down to th Toa Payoh MRT.
Train-ed home, (:
I was kinda bored, and observed everohing around me.
Anyway, here goes. My very own, MRT CHRONICLES. Muahahaha.

1) Location: MRT control station

I was queueing to top up my card luhh.
Dhen this lady in front of me, suddenly shouted at th person
sitting behind th counter. She was like, " I told you already, so many times
I've tried to explain, keep ask me go, go, go! What type of service is this?
You are a sevice customer, you should not treat me like this! " The guy kept asking her
to go to th GTM, dhen she shouted" Walao, sibeh xialan eh! Walan ehh!"
And huffed to th GTM, where she shouted" KANINA, i want to complain you!"
Hmm. Wow. Buhahaha(:

2) Location: In th MRT

This girl kept bumping into me. Man, she even grabbed my arm luhh.
She has her own boyfriend, like, hello? Grab him, not me!
She's super tall, cant she like, clutch th ceiling or sth? o,0

3) Location: In th MRT

These two girls keep talking about their nails.
I was like thinking, what's so nice about nails?
Like, when you do things or stuff you'd break them right?
Weird, o.0

4) Location: In MRT

Girl Guides. What more to say? Hahaha.

Reached home. Yeahhhh.
Thts all ferh today..
Haha. I cut my hair! But not much luhh(:
Okok,jux cut thin nia. Not much(:

Okok. Maybe tht;s not rly a long post.. but at least I tried!
Hahaha(:

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Yoriko Yeahh. Haha. Banned, anyway(:
Meix Oh no! I didnt stay.. Aww.. nber mind bah(: Tkcares, lolly-lover!
Kelly Oh, okokayyes. Thanks uh!
-曼蒂MANDAY Oh. WAHAHA, lamelame hahah.
Rongx Oh, ask me in MSN, dhen I give you dhe link luhh. You have to save th zip folder,
and dhen upload th smilies yourself. Dhen you copy th image URL for th smiley,
and change it on your Cbox. Iyahh! You want, I help you do lah. Hahaha.(:
Belle Nobody : DDD

2007-06-01T01:09:00.000-07:00

Forgiven? Never. My bad Y

Class Outing.
Meant to make us bond but did not luh, obviously!
People like 1B or even 1A have like, chalet/ barbeque,
we only had one pathetic movie, which wasnt even th whole class!
Everybody split up eventually, and went with their own cliques.
What th hell,man.
Neoprints. Then Tanjong Pagar.
See? I can finish it in 6 bloody sentences!Blueks.

Blah blah.

Tht letter was FAREWELL.
Sayonara. but why did you appeared in my life once again?
We were not meant to meet. So why?
Why you enter my life, make life difficult ferh me?!
Know, I will nber be your gan !
Since th day you step into my life, I nber want to see you again!
Stop your shit, I'll nber give you dhe real letter cos you're not worth it .
No, never ever.

You people just dont treat me right.
I treat you properly, you guys give me an attitude.
Sua lah.

2007-06-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

My.throat.is.killing.me.
Aiyah. Sua lah.
You got stead, what problem is it of mine?
Is you ownself nber tell me what, I wish you well, last long,
you still say " So long liao.."
Like what's your problem? Well-wishing doesnt have to be early or late,
as long is not ill-wishing right?Got stead, so what?
7 mths, so what? Doesnt mean you dua pai right.
Anyone can get a stead luh, mind. Dhen talk to you properly
Anyhow give me a diao face, what sia?
To think I trust you as my gan luh. STUPID, IHATEYOU.
You all like that de. Treat you guys properly, in th end give me shit.
Fine lor!

2007-05-29T20:28:00.000-07:00

Its another day..Y

Okok.I know th words are rly difficult to see,
sorry guys!
I'm taking away th pattern.
Not tht the skin looks bad w/out it either! : DDD
Nber mind, cos I cant seemed to find a suitable pattern
tht actually fits, awwwwws.
But now, I shall blog.(:

Monday
Went to Orchard with Xiao Ting, and DaBenDan.
Lol lols! We were like, crapping around luh.
Walked around , and dhenn went ferh dinner at th Pizza Walker!
Tht place sure was posh!
There was even a white candle in th centre of each table,
so cool narhhhhhhs!~
Bought a tee, kinda white-ish?
Hoho. Xiao Ting bought a pack of those er..
shiny stars tht you can fix on your nails know?
Machiam Jolin's colourful/shiny nails. Yeah.And a pair of pumps.
BenDan didt buy anything, says there's nth to buy? : DDD
Train-ed home at around 10 plus.
Yeapps. Bathed, && Sleeeeeeep! (:

Tuesday
Had lunch at Changi Airport!
Kinda boring though.. Hahaha.
Anw. Reached home and tinkled on my piano.
Learnt how to play When You're Gone,
I figured it out key by key luh. Haha...
Anyway. My throat started getting sore by evening,
and then I started running a fever. Must have been
all th chocolates and chips I've had in th past few days!
RAWRS!
But I took a panadol, and slept on that.
Today I feel a little better but I still have a little fever,
a very painful sore throat and even a hint of a cough.
Damn it. Of all times to fall sick!
If it had happened during school days I would've been thankful at least!
Zzzz. Hope it gets all better by th time I head for Thailand.
Oh yes, I'm going to Thailand, and my flight is on Tuesday.
Lol! I haven't packed anything, hahahahha.
Hoping to be able to buy stuffs I want there, I guess it's quite cheap.
Lalawhee. I'll be back by .. Saturday.Yeah.
I think I'm changing my skin. Later, maybe?
Shall stop my post here to reply all your beautiful tags.
Thanks ferh tagging guys, love you all. (:

{Tags Replied.}
MANDY Oh yes. And thanks ferh commenting!(: YO, Whee(:
BELLE Meineikulaladui,~ Thanks uh! Hehe, ilovegirlfriend : DDD
KELLY Yeah, I update frequently, hoho. You must too yeah? Haha.
NAJWAN Hey you make it sound like I'm raping you! Sooo NOT! Haha.
-CUTEPIC Very cute name hor? Joking luh! I prefer ERI or even FLY. Haha.
# linqqs __` Okok! No probs(: Tkcares you! : DDD
SOMEONE Hey, thanks. But mind tagging with your name? Thanks yeah^^
KAKA I am getting pissed luh! Would you just shut th fuck up? You tag rubbish luh.
A bytch bytches bytch but dont bytch here its not a bytching ground! >:L
Stop criticising others luhh, youre not better either. Lamester!!!

I guess you know. Maybe its better,
I dont have to tell you then.
Yeah. Its better.
Goodbye to you, goodbye to everything, about you.
You were th one I trust, the only one I tried to hold onto..
But now, goodbye to you.
Goodbye.

2007-05-27T23:54:00.000-07:00

这是我们的命运，接受吧YYY

我只要你过得幸福快乐
其他事都不重要了
若我过得快快乐乐
答应我，你也一定要。
就答应我好吗?

Dont leave to wait here by myself
But when your lies become your truths
I realised I cant trust you anymore.
我也会过得很好...

2007-05-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

She's simply bored and dying (: Y

Yes yes, I know.
I'm posting again! Hohos : DDD
During th holidays, I guess I get a lot of time,
so expect me here frequently yeah? Haha.
Some posts might even be nonsensical.I dont know.
I'm being stupid, maybe? One post after another.
Lalawhee, I dont give a damn.
Okayokay. Back to posting.

Pirates of th Caribbean rocked!
Its a totally awesome show luhhhs!
I think I'm getting addicted to th <> series.
Oh yes, I think there'll be a sequel to this, cause th ending is not
very comfirming. Hahaha. (:
There's no point describing what happened in th movie,
it'll be a thousand times better if you went to watch it!
In a stupidly crazy mood now, dont know why?
I am zi-high de lor. =="
But anyway. Maybe going out ltr.
Dont know? Must wait ferh her call. o.0"'
Shall try and type Jiang LAO SHI's thingy.
I'm lazy lazy lazy! Roars*
And dont say I nber say your name properly ohhs!
I said, Jiang LAO SHI. (: Zzz.
End of a totally random post.
Off to rot nows, toodles(:

2007-05-26T20:51:00.000-07:00

I promise you, I'll be strong Y

Rot rot rot.

I'm dying of boredom, seriously!

Just woke up, and have nothing to do// o.0

So I came to blog, hoho.

Rawrrs!

I miss sch, dont know why?

The feeling of staying at home,

being bored to death and not able to see MNKLLD

ferhs so long! SOBS*

ILY MNKLLD!

Sianx, miss yoo all like hell, T.T

Mux call yoo all to chat, hohos.

PIRATES OF TH CARIBBEAN: AT WORLD'S END : DDD

A wonderful wonderful show, hahas.
Well, going to watch with Kor at Vivo ltr, 8 ++.
Happy Belated Bday Kor!
Lolols! Gave him an organizer buahahas.
I bought in Jan, haha. Should have sold it, and get $$$ !
But I didt, boo. Okokayyes.
This is getting boring luhhs.
Shall reply all your tags today!
Dont say I lazy ok!(:

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MEIX Lolly-lover! Hoho. Okok!Tkcares orh! Miss yoo --
GLEN HI! .. (: Toos. Buahahas.
GINNY Haha, okokayes. IMY AND ILY toos!
MANDY She's dead and world's better off w/out her.
Yeahh! Wheee! ;D Cheer upps D:
GHW Yeah, you too mux work hard kkayes!Tkcares, --
KELLY Urmx, okokayes. Haha, tkcre.
KAKA Er, yeah, if not why would I put it thr? o.0
I dont think it's artistic though, lol. You have no rights either! =="

I guess, you know right?Yeah.

To cheer someone up, I have to be happy myself.

I will stop thinking of all these stupid,pathetic things.

I'll be strong.

" dono what to say, haha.(: "

Yeah. Hohos!

Could you look me in the eye?

Tell me tht youre happy now, ooh yeah.

2007-05-25T01:37:00.000-07:00

Torn for an answer to everything,Y

Results suckkkkkkkkkkk.
My L1R5 is 13.

English:A2
Chi:A1
Maths:C6
Science:B3

History:B4
E.Lit:B3

D&T:B3
Art:A1

Class Position: 24/31
Level Position: 281/386

Very disappointed luhhhhs!
Rawrrrs*
All those wasted hours, all down th drain.
Scored very badly this time round.
Sianx. I did study during exam week, but didnt seemed
to help, apparently.
Sua lah. Not gonna study anymore.
I study late into th night yet I get this shit?
RAHHHHHH!
Sian lah can.
Did my best.

Today Rachel gave me a ride to Simei.
Dhens I took MRT and walked home.Zzz.
Thanks Rachel..
Lol. Lugged some of my books home..
I dont give a damn if those I left in school
got wet, stolen, ripped or got lost.
I dont care anymore.
24/31. 281/386.
BADBADBAD!
Went home, found th house empty.
Lol. No mood to eat, have not eaten till now.
If I didnt eat, and I get paid ferh not eating,
aint it good?
I'll not eat for days and days and pay all those peepo back.
Nobody's home and I also dont care if I eat or dont eat.
Moodswingswingswing.
Dear Ah Ping called me.
She got bad results.. and well.
She was almost almost crying, but not cos of her results.
Was what happened two days ago, making her so sad luh.
POOR THING!
Yet I could do nothing to cheer her upp.
I kept saying, dont sad, dont sad.
But I was miserable myself,
How was I to cheer her up?
To cheer a person up, I have to be happy myself.
Sighs. Everyone is feeling bad, but I cant do anything.
I am this useless.

Lol. Am gonnna keep patterning my layouts.
Cos I am a lazy lazy pig. Zz.

I understand.No need to say this much anymore.
I will keep silent when you;re there.
I said I wanted to make you smile.
But you seemed to frown.Sigh, I guess you dont need me.
You dont.You dont!
No matter what I've done,
you seemed to find fault. Sighs.
Just wanna ask you this question:
If you had to leave a person so useless,
aint it good? D:

2007-05-24T04:33:00.000-07:00

BROKEBROKEBROKE.
Sianx luh. Everyday is so damn boring.
Ytd, went to make my card luhhs.
Yupps, and saw Lolly at TM.
Dhenns my heart went shuddering tremendously
sending tremor waves through my mind luhh.
Was a rather.. indescribeable feeling, hohos.
Me and Mandy were like, rushing about like kukus!
Maybe she isnt luh, I am th kuku, haha.
Dhenns we lost them, and went to CS. Haha.
Not disappointed luh, but my heart was still pumping hard. Boo.
Ok, slackslackslack.
Dhens went home. Awws.

Today.
Went Bugis with Belle,Mandy and Wen Ning.
Rather boring, considering th fact tht I was broke.
Hoho :X
After eatin at Mac, Mandy left luhhs, cos her mom wanted her home.
SOBS* Lol.
Dhenn we went to take neoprints.
The machine was very suck luh, HATE IT!
Cant picture th thing properly, sighs.
But nber mind luh.
Wen Ning had to leave aft neoprint-ing cos her dad. Yeah.
Typical guai-kia, hohoho!
Me and Belle walked around, and suddenly feeling very tired,
hence train-ed home.
Walked Belle home half the way,
and headed home.
Ate, bathed,TV.
Yeah, thts all.
I am so damned broke.
Yupps.
I have not even a cent. :X

I wished I could make you smile when you think of me
Maybe I was only dreaming
But when th music started playing
I knew nobody could make me fly so high
The way you make me feel. : DDD

2007-05-22T20:58:00.000-07:00

If you had to leave a useless person, aint it great?Y

Sianx.At sch.
Just finished my toopid animation luh.
Not cute, not nice, not creative.
Bleahs bleahs bleahs.
Zz.
No mood, no mood.
I know, I'm useless.
"Why I everytime like tht?"
Zz.
Dont know. Lol.

I dont know how to make you feel.
Dont know how to let you know.
What I feel, always have, always been, always will.
But maybe in time to come
Feelings will fade,
Maybe I will regret my decisions?
I am selfish, I always was.
Wasnt tht what they were thinking?
I think I need you.
I guess I do.
Need you to make me feel sacred,
Over and over again.
Wish to feel over it, but simply cant///
Rarhhs rarhghhs.
Dont know, dont know.

HEYHEYYOUYOU!!!
You make me so confused you know?
I really dont know what to do, what to say.
Every move I make I'm afraid I'd piss you off.
You have ever try this feeling before?
Sianx.
Dont know, dont know.
I very afraid of you
Zhen de hen pa ni.
You do things to me nobody does.
Yet I dont wish to forget you.
I am a shi bai.
Such decision also dont know how to make.
Sua lah. I admit defeat. I am dead.
If you had to leave someone so useless,
aint it great?

2007-05-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

Meiying had died.Y

To start with.
Today
Went Ikea with Bellebelle and Mandy!
Okok. Belle and Pris were damn cute, kept singing Elmo Song!
Hahaha. Dhens we took th bus to Ikea and had our lunch there.
I had spaghetti, bread, Pepsi, Chocolate Mousse.
Belle had th.. I dont know what meal. some chicken and brocollie haha.
Mandy had same meal as belle and choco mousse too!
Belle kept saying th stuff was disgusting, hoho!
But th choco mousse was really buay tahan orhhs!
The whole thing seemed pretty fat, ew! Its full cream man! Ew.
Anyway. We played around th kids area, haha.FUNFUNFUN!
Mandy, I feel like showing th video ohhs! So cute luh.
But I look kuku in it, awws. Haha.
Dhens left ferh CS.
Neoprints-love! Okok.
Took th new machine, which was quite nice luh.
Dhen this tooooopid thing happens.
Roar. Dont felt like mentioning it,
I jux feel so damn broke and angry luh.
I hate those inhumanes! Well. You should know who they are.
Anyway. Went to control station blabla.
I jux know tht me and Mandy are going to
Tampines Interchng to take my passport size picx,$6.50
dhen off to PasirRis Inter to make my card. $19
Yeah. Dhen we went to Macs to like, smoothen myself out.
Was shocked and angry mah. ROAR.
Anyway. Talk and Crapped, dhen I started laughing luh.
We slacked around CS dhen went home luh.

Went home and my mom asked about my results.
I couldnt bear holding my results any longer.
I told her about my maths luh.
I thought she couldnt take it tht I got a borderline pass,
and prepared myself for a scolding.
Instead she said simply, i'm glad you pass.
It wasnt a sarcastic remark.
I was shock lor.
Mum: I know you have not been studying hard enough.
You can study, I know you can. But youre not trying.
Sometimes you return late. I know sometimes its not remedial.
But I want to give you a freedom. You have grown up.
Its time you think for yourself. I dont want to constrain you anymore.
You do what you want, I only ask tht you try your best, I dont ask for more.
Its enough for me. Will you try to give me tht?
Me: Yeah..
Mum: I will give you money for tuition if you need it. I hope you wont lie to me
anymore. I only ask for truthness. Thats all.
Me: Yeah..

I was so touched luh.
She was nber like tht and made me realise I have been really
selfish lately. I really dont wish to lie anymore.
Dhen I told her about my wallet. Dhen she decided to give me $10
for th card. I wasnt intending to tell her cos i thought she'd be upset.
But she kinda like, peaced out. I dont know?
Zzz. So, like tht luh. What she said made me want to really study
To show her I can. I dont want to make anybody hurt anymore.
I've done too much, its really time I thought about others luh.
Study is what I should be doing.

I want to tell you this.
If there was such a thing called a break frm frenship,
I want to take a half-year break.
I want to get my studies alright first.
Not tht I dont want our frenship.
I still do cherish it. I jux feel we both need some time to chill.
I hope we're okay.
I miss you. I still do.

5 bucks.
This will be my last reference to you here.
I think you've been reading all this, apparently.
I dont know what I've done to make you hate me like tht
but I dont think its very nice
And do you think I like it?
I know you dont give a damn if I like it or not.
But seriously you cant do anything about it.
I dont care what I did.
Just quit being so damn rude.
I'll tell you what attitude it is.
You can answer your own question.
You alr know, so why ask? So redundant!
Its funny, you seemed nice at first.
But I dont know what th hell got into you.
Guess I dont have to judge a book by its karma.
Its alright if you dont give a damn about our frenship.
Not tht you treated it as existing either.
If you dont give a damn, I shant too.
Its no use getting worked up pver such things.
I think you've been spreading things about me,
But seriously, I dont care.
I dont have a guilty conscience.
I just try to be me.
Is tht so wrong?
I dont want to act, like some people.
Its damn fake, know?
Its alright, you've alr made it obvious tht you hate me.
I dont mind.
Because I dont hate you and it doesnt matter how you treat me yeah.
Im not angry, sad, worked up or anything.
This is childish behaviour, not worth getting angry over.
Hoho. So yeah. Thats all.(:

End of post, lalawhee!(:

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Ghw: Waaaaai! Haha. Nono, angry ferh whats? Got tag I happy lo(:
Actually my maths only 50, hoho.Nvm, endyears jiayou k? Smile.
Kelly: Kk.Haha.
Seraph: Narhs, just some people(: Thanks ferh asking tho!
Meix: Lolly-lover! Hehe. Okok. Cheers, YAYness(: Tkcares, study hard arx.
Belle: Buahahas. Yeah(:
Mandy: Yeah. Chill! Khan-san ohhs! Joker-san ohhs! : DDD
MEIYING: Eh. Are you fake, or what? Weird.
Glen: Hmm. Didnt know you would tag here, kinda rare bah.
I'm not emo and youre not mean. Haha. I am cheered up.
Always have, Always been and Always will. Smile!(:

To Mandy:
Thanks ferh those msg! Damn cheer luh(:

Sometimes those memories will never be replace
I knwo you can nber be replace but I miss you
A lot a lot I dont know why?
I say I'll forget you but cant seemed to
I think its cos you did too much ferh me.
Yeah. Hope you'll think thru soon.(:
Meiying has died while waiting.
Waiting.
Broke.
Dead.
Sobs.
Wounds.
Jumps.
Cries.
Tears.
Smiles.
Fakes.
Pissed.
Cheered.
Cried.
Died.
Dead.
---
RIP.

我宁愿选择不爱你。

2007-05-16T06:18:00.000-07:00

Try your best.And Heaven will do the rest.
Tht is SHIT.
Sigh. I have done my best le.
But have anything happen?
I'm sorry. I have tried. I have done whatever I could.
Today had CD.Mr Seah asked us to think
which things we wory were within our control.
Actually. You are the one I simply couldnt control.
Sigh. Maybe its just me alright?
Its all about me, me, me and more of me.
I'm sorry. I cant dp this anymore.
I regret coming to 1D. I regret coming to AHS.
I regret leaving TPS. I regret I ever knew you.
I regret I ever trusted you. I regret teaching you.
I regret being me. I regret ever being born.
Sianxxxxxx.

5 BUCKS.
I know you hate me. Its there.
It always have been right?
The undying hatred. Sigh.
I dont know what Ive done to make you hate me like tht.
But have you evr try to understand me?
Seriously. YOU ARE SUCH A BASTARD.
i WANNA SAY IT RIGHT IN YOUR DAMN LIL FACE.
get tht right/ You are a downright bastard and you can quit giving me
tht FUCKING ATTITUDE.I am sososososso tired of getting your bullshit.
RIGHT, DAMN YOU! rahhhhh.
I dont kno why in the world i am so fucking worked up.
I am just so pissed at seeing his goddamned gay face man.
I'll stop ranting.I can go on ferh hours and nobody can stop me.

I am so sick, so tired, so angry
I could kill someone.
Sigh. I wished those two videos will make me happy
I will watch them over and over again
I will fall in love with those videos
because they are of you
YOU, YOU, YOU AND YOU.
Such is my Candylove(:
But if loving means hatred and negative, miserable,
我宁愿选择不爱你。
It will make me happier, lonelier but happier.
Maybe tht is what I will do.
I wil keep my distance, I will stop those dreams
I will delete those videos I will forget everything about you
I will pretend I nber knew there was such a person
I will pretend such a person dont exist.
Sigh. This, is my decision.

I have realise,
actually th peepo who care ferh me th most is Mei Nei Ku La La Dui.
I love you guys luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Sigh. You are th only people I will ever trust and care for.
I will give nobody else a kick in th ass I wont give a damn
They are not my business.Because I will nber ever trust anybody else again.

I thought We would last fereber but you gave me up.
Sometimes I call you ,but I know you wont be there.
Ive tried, trust me I did. I have did every possible way.
Would you help me understand? Would you help me?
Would you take me by th hand, and slowly lead me through
Like how you used to? If I could, I would tell you
How much I missed you since you've been away.
I look at your backview walking away on tht day
Hear your angry voice and feel your silent discontent
I wished I could unearth all those memories and relive them again
Im sorry, you are th one who have not try.
I'm sorry. I need your solution.
Your decision. Its yours.

2007-05-14T04:56:00.000-07:00

My second Sports Day.
BORINGBORINGBORINGGGG!
Yes.Only one word to describe, BORING ):
Anyway.Yupps.
So we played badminton, bars, table tennis.
yeahh.boring rights?
Hahahahaha.
After school went slack with Kelly.
Then went Mos Burger eat norhs.
Ran hou jiu go 161 with zhu! ok lah :X Joelle.
Yeah, and Jasnyn too.
Saw a lian at the void deck.
If I'm not wrong, should be Sam's stead?
I dono, also not my problem.Haha.Ok.
Play bball and badminton.Whee : DDD
Dhens went home.Yeah.Thts all.

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MEIX hehe.Yeapps,IMY toos!Like a piece of shit uh!(:
MANDY Heyhey! Glad you're happy. Weiis, dont think too much luh!
Think of us, mnklld always here ferh you de worhs. Dont cry over
such matters cos its not worth it kayyes?Promise me you'll be alright. :DDD

-----------------YYY------------------

I'm not here ferh your entertainment

So dont treat me like one yeah

Dont touch me

Just leave me alone

I was fine before you walked into my life

Keep yourself to yourself

I dont care about your 5 bucks

Quit spilling all your drinks on me

Quit talking shit but youre going home alone arnt you

Haha, loser.

Its just you and your silly self yeah

{I dont give a damn to you, cos you're none of my business}

Its ferh him and you yeah

So shutup nobody's listening know?

I'm not here ferh your entertainment

You dont wanna mess with me tonight

I was fine before you walked into my life

You know its over before it even began

Its just you alone yeah

Dont touch, back up

I'm not the one

You can say whatever you wanna say to your boyfren

And I dont give a damn.(:

So get th hell outta my sight.

2007-05-11T19:29:00.000-07:00

FINALLY :D
Zhong yu can update le(:
Exams over, weeeeee.
They are such stupid stupid things in life luhhs.
Make us worry, make us mug, make us scare.
Haha but now its all over I am happy like crazy.
But happiness is short-lived because they are releasing
results on TUESDAY.
sian orhhs.
Anyway, so yeah.
BLOG BLOG BLOG! (:

Thursday
Exams are over! celebration.
Went MandyLover's house change and went to CS cinema.
Met Glen and Shen. Then watched Spidermen-3.
It was okay narhs, except it felt kind of long?
And it was cold in the cinema. =X
okays.
Arcade.Playplayplay.
Then we had neoprint.yupps.
Then I changed back and went find Wanrong and Kelly.
Haha.Cooked!
Then ate luhh.Jiu left ferhs home.(:

Friday
LOVES-LOVES-LOVES!
A very boring Sports Day T.T
But after most events people started going back class slack.
Me, Mandy, Pris and Belle stayed in th stadium luh.
Partly is because.. Flower, Ice-cream and Candy were there.
But hahah..mostly is for me luhh cos I was lazy to climb 4 floors!
Slept awhile in the seats.
Then played at bars and ropes.Haha.. we are lame peepo.
Yeah. So after school went find huimin.
Then we went Kallang Netball Centre.
Watched her sister play.
SAJC and TJC.Score: TJ lost by 7.
Good game luh.
But last quarter was a little foul play,
cos refree was biased and kept calling SA replay.
But SA still won..
Huimin's sister and players were happy like crazayye!
Haha. So headed home.
Saw Itthong,Wanrong,Ithong's friend and Kelly.
Stopped by awhile..
Then I went home luh. Cos I felt like sleeping!
Haha.Okay then reached home. and arnd 9 I slept.
Yeah I am a lazy pig, I know.(:

Thats all.
Sorry I didnt update ferhs so long!
Cos was busy mugging.
Though, I know I'd do badly luhh.I slacked too much.
Sian. But anyway, I know at least I have tried luh.
And that is enough ferh me.(:
Thanks ferh th tags! Love you guys.

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Najwan Hey! You were so not forced, stupid.
Meix Haha.Yeapps!(: Norhs!Update! : DDD
Ghw Wah so rich orh? PSP.. Haha. Eh!What happen, why will fail? Anyway.
Actually.. Mine exams actualy also not tht good bah? ): Tkcares.-
Mandy LOVER! (: Hohohs. TAKECARE!
Kelly Relax ar! Ha.

I'm sorry it was all my fault

Yes, mine and mine alone.

I didnt do what was right

and caused your sadness

Im sorry for my mistakes.

I wished we would be like before

somehow it seems impossible

but I believe in you and I give you my trust

I hope you wont make me regret this choice

Maybe its silly.

But I believe, I believe in you.-

2007-04-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

its jux some choices in life i have to make,
i jux felt like running away, is tht so wrong?
i felt tht hiding is better, i feel better, i dont feel th hurt of it all.
i dont know..
i dont know..
let time bring whatever it has, i say bring it on.
let me solve it piece by piece myself when i am ready for it.
but for now, no more, please.
no more pain please.
nobody have ever been in my shoes,
nobody have ever felt th way i did
nobody have th time nor th heart to give me a listening ear
this is simply a lie.
the whole world is a lie, the whole world is just a illusion.
for now i just want to focus i jux want to be happy
may it be jux little happy moments in life,
i cherish th time i have with you and i 'll keep these memories in my heart.
some things better not be said, some feelings better not be felt.
some things better not be seen, somethings better not be heard.
i jux wanna be me
im sick of pretending everything im not
im sick of being everything i dont want to
welcome to the play of my life
this is the stage,this is jux my mask.
some body rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed
ive had enough
its ~~SICKENING~~.
its jux this feeling, tht nobody's there when i need somebody
but i know, there will never be anybody because i dont want anybody
i dont need anybody because i know i have my heart to run to.
think im insane whatever.i am, and im proud of it.
i jux want to thank all of you ferh being there.
im happy i at least have people i can treat as frens
i dont want to be all alone in this unfair world.
thank you.

i jux love th way you talk breathe walk

cos you're dhe one and only i fully trust, cherish and admire.

i dont want to die more than a million times because

im glad i met you this life and i never ever want to leave life

and regretting if i dont meet you my next life

i never wanna die cos i want to live to see your beautiful smile(:

!TAGS REPLIED

KELLY Okok.yupps.

PRIS Relax ar pris! hehe. dont need to care lame people.(:

BELLE belle! hehe dont care kaka, just a childish person.

GHW Hahah, yupps. and i dont know how also,haha.

JM what was tht tag supposed to mean? haha.

KAKA what if i said i didnt accept your apology?You have been full of crapps,

and dont think by calling me chiobu will make me happy,dont suck it up

to me because you done something wrong.and you done scold my friends cos they have

a sense of right from wrong unlike you, sucker!

ERI woah! that was soooo chim.haha.but i kinda understand it.hehe. tkcares!

MANDY lover!(: tkcareskcareseeeee!

GLEN haha.thanksthanks(:

MEIX thanks meimei! i miss you manymany!you also mux jiayou ok, i dont want to see

bad scores ohh! do your best ,and fate will do the rest(: gambatehhhhhh!

RONGX haha, cheers, tkcares!(:

KAKA Take your friggin crap elsewhere! :<

When you walk away I count th steps that you take

When youre gone

The pieces of my heart I'm missing you. <#33

2007-04-24T02:49:00.000-07:00

DISAPPOINTED.

deborah's burfday today.
Well,wanted to go pizza hut celebrate with her.But
decided not to go with them.
What for?Sigh.
YOU KNOW WHAT?
I cant believe you actually spread horrid stories about me to people,
I cant believe that you badmouthed me,I cant believe you were so
GODDAMN BITCHY!
Did you have to say all those horrid thingys?
I accepted you,I didnt badmouth yet you do this to me orhhs?
Fine.IHATEYOO!
I hate you so fucking bloody much,VANESSA CHUA TZE YU !!!
Ihateyouihateyouihateyou////
Rahhhhhhhhs.
I hate this type of muthafuckers.
Shant get this type of cheapo get me down!

Anw.Today was boringboringboring.zzz.
Math remedial sucked.I didnt know half th questions thr?
But at least most were careless mistakes,phew!
I am gonna mug hardhard ferh my math exam,
I dont care what th hell it takes.
I am not so gonna get a C5 for math again alrights!
Haha.Ok,so today after remedial
I saw th whole gang of them leaving,them bitches!
MANDAY!YOU'RE NOT ONE OF THEM.(:
Well?Taxi huh? Rich freaks.
Anyway.So i uber guai orhhs!
Hehe.I slacked at my void deck.
After finishing my remedial homework,
I headed home luh.Didnt meet anyone I know.
Bathed and here I am ,online-ing!
Haha.I am so sorry Belle! Didnt mean to leave you with..*erhem*..
But I had math remedial,sorry uhhhhhhhs.(:
Okok.End my last post here.
I think i'll be MIA-ing till exams over.
Besides,I am so lazy to post!Haha.(:
Mug hard people!Jiayou ferh midyears ^^

2007-04-24T02:29:00.000-07:00

Picture Post!

Here are th National Drama Competition pictures as promised.

3RD NDC

Look at those trophies[:

THEATRE.

DANCE STUDIO-HOLDING ROOM =="

ME :DDD

So guai ! ask her pose she pose. ^^

; ME AND LILING

; ME AND CHELSEA

; ME AND PINGSHUANG. i know,my hair and face ugly ! )":

act cute orhhhhs!

; ME AND VENECIA- AH MA! eee! look very old leh. :/

Thats the end of this stupid post with many ugly pictures of me.

Tata!(:

2007-04-21T22:09:00.000-07:00

Today is a boring,boring day.
Sianed.I have nothing better to do.
Nothign to update as well..
Xiaoting is sick and her Tamagotchi is with me.
The stupid thing is,I dont know how to care take care of it
and there is this skull thingy over its head and I think its dying?
Roar.Im not gonna care luhh.cos she says die also nber mind.
Hahahhaa.I ams so pathetic.
Anyway.
I feel like having a chocolate eclair.
Its been ages since I went to tht cafe korkor used to bring me to.
Hahaha.Its food is simply delicious luh.
Hahah.I think I MIA-ing soon.
Whats th point?
Roar. =="

TO KAKA.

Stop your nonsense,fucker.

I dont even know who th hell is adeline.

People fake me,my problem siboh?!

Nabuays.Add me on MSN ferh what?

Bohji down thr talk craps.

What only?I already say.Bring your chibai elsewhere.

I'm tired of your fucking retarded remarks.

Stop being childish.

One more time you tag such rubbish,

I'm banning you.You get that right!

Now get th fuck off my blog.

You're not in th least welcome.ROAR!

To the person who faked me.

Chibai.You jiak ba boh si zo arx?

Stop faking me one by one through blogs.

Its not working.And if you hate me so much?

Why did you bother with faking as me?

You just wanna be a fucking follower right?

What have i done to you?Nabuays.Zzz.

Stop being lame. =="

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MANDY Thanks lover!(: Tkcares,IMY.

MEIX Haha.Sometimes nia.hehe.Thanks ferh helping(:

ERI Haha.Thanks.Yeahh.(:

PRIS Thanks ferh th siding!Tkcares(:

GINNY =3 Well..no ehhs.sorry orhs!

KELLY okok.Will stay happy.Thanks ferh th siding!

BELLE (: Dont be bothered by those stupid people.Zzz.Thanks manymany(:

Thanks to all those people who helped me scold kaka.

I thank you all muchloads!(:

We all dont deserved to be treated this way,

WHY DID HE/SHE COME TO SPAM?

I am so disappointed.Seriously.Haix.

2007-04-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

Today was 0²jam day.
play ler,went home.Sian.
I have no words to say.
Bastard.Sigh.
This is my betrayal story,i write my own ending,thanks.(:

Once upon a time,there was a friendship,which was nber
existant from th start.The betrayal happened,and hnece,
everything is ended when th girl decided not to trust tht bastard.
And she lived happily ever after.without some jerk to piss her off.(:

Well,well.I didnt realise so much happened these days.
Sigh.I guess.Stuff just..happens.
Oh well.Nothing much to post.

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Meix Hehe,Gambateh YAY!Thanks ferh th siding!

Mandy Alrights(: ilmissyoo!

Kelly Thanks ferh th siding!

To Kaka.

If you hate me so much why do you even bother to tag me?

What have I done to you?Please,you want setlle can settle face to face anots?

If not face to face,at least have a proper talk.

Dont hide behind th computer and type stupid things one by one.

Fucker,I'm warning you.Nobody hides behind th computer and

does such shit.I'm giving you face.You better think ferh yourself.

Whoevr th hell you are,you better apologise.I mean it.

You owe me an apology cos you said such awful things here.

And I said dont spam,bring your trash elsewhere!

You get tht right,in your pea-sized brain.

这几天，好多事发生 D:
th reason why i`m so high is because i`m trying to avoid

avoid a truth that i cant even believe that i`m avoiding

th reason i laughed and screamed so crazily is because i no longer

understand th reason why. th outside can never b compared to the within -

2007-04-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

Today I got bullied by Jiang Bei.
Well,I dont want to repeat what I ve said,so manytimes.
Its ust tht,how could a teacher be so uncaring,and cold-hearted?
I dont understand.Sigh.
But theres no point understanding her,th old hag.
Awwwwws.I so miss those slacking days in pri sch.
But now I feel so empty?
I dont know how to describe it.I just feel so empty.
Wel.Today went Changkat CC play bball,reached home arnd
urms..8?Haha.Then was very guai,i did my math!(:
Then came online.Hoho.Well.Thats TH END.(:

1314^{Its been 4 months now..have you ever notice?sigh.}1314

2007-04-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

Just another stupid,miserable day.
Spent th day slacking pretty much.
Went 161,bball.Then my mom came,
and well.Basically she gave me a scolding.
A hard one.
I had mentioned.I cant take naggings or scoldings,seriously.
I'd preferred it if it were a slap,or something physical.
I simply dont know how to react verbally,I'd jux stay there gaping.
Sigh.I cried when I reached home luhhh.I am just so weak.
Its not cos of th scoldings.It was some other thing.It was them.
I just kept thinking,and thinking and thinking about it I started crying.
But some feelings,I keep to myself.
Its not worth saying it here.
Well.I tried to stop th tears but I cant,I just cant.
I was only doing what I liked,doing what I wanted.
It was just bball,is it very bad?I nber told anything to my parents
I told them nothing.What for?They'd only object to whatever I wanted,
is it wrong to have a dream? They'd nber give me a chance.
I seriously,seriously am so tired.
If only my left-hand layup could get in.
I'd be happy by now.Sigh.Mr Hoo wouldnt had a chance to say those things.
Sigh.I am such a failure,aint I?
But I promise myself.
I am not going to rely on others to be happy
I want to smile fr my own,I dont want others to control my life anymore
Its mine,Others shant have a say.
From today onwards I dont care anymore.Its not worth caring.
Let them rule me.Let them destruct me.Let them hurt me.

~~Ive had enough of everything,it doesnt matter anymore now.~~

~~Slashings nber help.I'd nber,ever slash myself.I'd never ever let myself down.~~

~~I'd rely on myelf.~~

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MANDY my love; 1314!(:

^{in their eyes,i am just nothing.}

2007-04-17T04:17:00.000-07:00

Update;update(:
Alrites.
Yesterday wasnt such a good day.Sigh.
Well,you would have known it happen bah?
I didnt see it coming.
Well,he said I was short.
Oh wells,I am still kind of hurt about tht.But perhaps,
Im overreacting?I dont know,haix.
Nber mind,I shant be bothered with tht.
Tian wants to give me another chance.I'll try again bah.
Okok.
Today was show and tel,then lesson,then home~
I saw her,and her frens there.
I saw tht guy looking at me,i jux turn away.
The one who sad i had a bogayyy.
Urgh!Whatever.I dont care anymore.
I jux hate it,hate everything as it is.

~~He love her,She loves him.The other She dislike her.~~

~~I dont know who to side.~~

I wished I could have a choice for my life.

Everything is like,so out of control i'm going crazyye.

I wished somehow,I would have my own decisions.

Everybody seems to decide ferh me,I have no say in anything.

Its a replay of my life,same script but a different cast.
I wished,i could be th director of my life.

Do you hear me?Enjoy it now,cos it wont last.

I wont last,not long anyhow.

Feelings fade as time pass,as she says.

She have nber failed to cheer me up.

Sigh.I wished th world was like her,then i'll be grateful.

But i know,its jux a one-sided thinking

I always said,you happy= i happy.

But now i tink if it,was it true?

I think of you day and night

I went lost in my own dreams,will yoo get me out one day?

I want your promise,I need your heart.

I wrote your name in th sky,

But th wind blew it away.

I wrote your name in th sand,

But th waves washed it away.

I kept your name in my heart

And fereber,it will stay.

I'd slash my heart out,to stop this pain.

How long do i have to wait?

tomorrow brings more hope,I say to myself.

How many more tomorrows do I have to wait?

How long more,do i have to wait?

Like a fool,I nber saw I was falling
So now I've lost everything.
Who will I turn to if your'e gone?
Now tht you've left me behind
Who will dry my tears when i cry?
now tht you're not here in my life.
How could i been so silly to see whats in front of my eyes?
I'd do anything
Cos i want you by my side,forever more

2007-04-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

Alright,I'm back to post(:
Shall talk about Saturday,and today.

Saturday.
Saturday was a freaksihly boring day.
Spent th day at Tanjong Pagar,then went to 840 at nght.
Spent th night watching Eragon and The Three Musketeers.
Slept around 3?Haha,i was reading comics :X
Anw.So wake up!

Today.
Wake up.Had breakfast at home..
Then went TM and went East Point.
Went home soon after,then went to Joo Chiat ferh dinner.
End this boring day.Alright?(:

Oh,my,god.
I am so dead.
I asked ferh netbsll,not bball,bodoh.
Die,die,die.
I am so dead.Sigh.

~~You know what?~~

~~Its not me,its you.~~

~~i nber denied i have changed,i nber say i didnt either.~~

~~Did you have to say I had a ego,a attitude and arrogance?~~

~~And did you have to say I am dao?Was I ever?~~

~~LOOK,judging by your convo i guess you nber care alright?~~

~~You only care about your so-called frens,and have left me out of your~~

~~fucking,bitching life.~~

~~Oh.I cant believe I jux said tht.Well,People change.~~

~~Wake up,stop dreaming.The world aint so pretty,yknow.~~

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who's th other fly?is it RO?hoho.(: thanksthanks.dont be sensitive hor!^^

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Hahah.(: I am not pro luhhs.You're th pro one.Thanks meimei!

KELLY: I still dono what youre talking about.Anyway.Lol.Thank.

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MANDAYYE! : ILOVELOVER MANYMANYS!haha. ^^

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2007-04-12T05:21:00.000-07:00

hellos peepo(:
today's com uber lag.rahhhhs.
anw.today went 161,slack awhile.
then do homework,finished my awful maths!
I am so proud of myself.today took neoprints!(:
End,go home.Okok.(:

2007-04-11T05:18:00.000-07:00

Lalalas~
Today was boring,nothing special.Anw.After met wit Rong Jieh,
ate at InterMac.Then went take neoprints!(:But accidentally press FINISH!
so isBAGUS!haha.Nber mind narhs!Next time jiu know ler.Hoho.Okok.
So aft went 163 void deck slackslack.Eat cup noodles frm Shell.
Then play bball,play match.Went home!End my typical day on tht note.
(:

2007-04-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

Today was rather boring luhh.
School was nothing,except we had a fun assembly!
Haha.Is th who wants to be a millionaire,jux tht they
chnage it to some lam questions,zzz.
We didnt win,wasnt enthu,and werent loud in cheering.
AS USUAL.
1D was NEVER a hyper,enthu class.
Sigh.How i wish we were like maybe,IC?
they dang united luhh!Iyahs.
IC,mus more hyper,dont like dying can?Zzz.
Ok.So aft school went traci house do th LOVE poster thingy.
Then went white sands,mrt-ed back to tampines!
Went 161,waited ferh Rongx wit Joelle.
Slack abit,then she arrive!Hahah.Okok.
Then went void deck,chatted.Then Shuting come,
Chatted somemore,haha.
Then around 8,went home luh.
After eating felt i had a sore thraot.Sigh.
So pain luh.)":
Anyways.Tatas peepo(:

2007-04-09T05:29:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging(:
okok.Long post today(:

IMPORTANT IMPORTANT!
ONE DEE CLASS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY OPEN!
www.one-d.blogspot.com
okok.go and give a little tag alright?
Heheh.Sincerely hope, tht a class blog will make our class more bonded.
Seriously!Our class not bonded de norhs.Sigh.
We must be more help to each other luh,after all,we are all part of one dee,
no chou yuan k?(:
was jux helping advertise ferh class blog,haha.back to post.

Start from saturday.
SATURDAY.

Went to school at around 9.
Then had rehearsels,then the tech run was at NAFA at bugis area,
so took a school bus there.Reach around 11?Then watched other schools do
their run,Around 1 plus we had ours.
Then we finished around 2/I chionged back to tanah merah,
wanrong and kelly were alr waiting ferh me,haha.
We went bugis,watched movie!
MEET THE ROBINSONS.
the show quite nice luhhh.Enjoyed it,haha.
After th movie went to children's arcade,haha.
Played, some of th games there quite lame but we still play.haha.
Around 6,then I left ferh Tanjong Pagar/
Ended th day liek tht.(:

SUNDAY

big day!went NAFA fr th competiton around 8am.
Zzz.Took a cab to sch,cost me $4.Then reach,had the finale
rehearsal.Then Lunch break,ate lunch and headed to th dance studio.
which was our holding room,Did our make-up.Geared up ferh th show!
Hoho.Then perform.The audience laughed luhhh.I think we were alright!
Went back to holding room.Play cards to pass time till around 5/6 plus.
Then finale~!Finally.
Guess we got what prize?
*DRUMROLL*
**DRUMROLL!!**
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We got merit.Sigh.Sad bah?Practise so hard,in th end lose.
I nearly cried luhhhh.very sad,winner is a primary school leh!
Awwwww.
Sigh.Nevermind ED,we come back in 2 years time,we jiayou,we can de!
Now SYF,its your turn to shine.Do us proud on thursday,
all the best,gambateh!(:
So went home,eat and sleep.yay.

TODAY
slack in school.School was freaking boring today.Zzz.
I almost slept in Maths luhh.Looking at those algebraic thingys uhhh!
Haiyohhhh.I want to sleeeep luh.zzzz.Haha.
Then got ED lor.Had a new script,zzz.
Okok.Went 161 after school.(:
Nber play,just sit around,haha.
Anw.Then talktalk norhs.
Went home around 7.30. [:
Sigh.I figured,actually.SEC SCH LIFE SUCKS!~
I FREAKING MISS PRI SCH DAYS LUHHHHH.
just thinking about it make me sad.zz.
Sec sch friends,actually none of the ft as much as pri sch frens.
you dont know them tht well.you dont know when they're gonna leave you.
Sad bah?
I dont know.dont want care.dont bother luh.
It doesnt matter anyway?
Its jux very redundant,haha.
Anyway.I think i hate secondary.Maybe,I do.

MANDAYYE-!
sorry narhs!I wasnt online these few days
and didnt read your tags,i'm soso sorry!
Will link you properly de narhs.
You fang xin kayyes?Hoho,i where dare dont link my lover?
hahhaha(: okok.IMU,tkcares.

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RONGX! cheeers.(: haha.tkcares!
kelly What talking you?Dont understand.What picture?

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~~You are th only one in creation ferh me~~

~~You've got my heart imprisoned in yours.~~

~~You own my soul~~

~~If I had to live without you,~~

~~I think I'd wither and die.~~

~~ILU,is that clear enough ferh youu?~~

Life's unpredictable.

Hence,i'd treasure every moment i had with you

cos i'd never know when i cant see you again.-

2007-04-05T22:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BURFDAY~

and i'll always love you,till the end of time (:

Yesterday,kinda slacked in school.

During recess wanted to sleep in class.

Lots of tests, mux study like siao!

Realise i have about,6 tests next week!

Awww.die ler narhs. )":

Iyahhhhhhs.These days teachers all siao de.

Dont want to release us from stress.~~SIAN.~~

After school had ED.Which as usual,was a little lame,a little boring.

Ended around 5, thenns went 161.playplayplay.

Itthong,wanrong,jasnyn.

And i went home around 8.

YAY.haha.i miss bball cos i want to spend my time

improving myself!Hoho.(:

Yesterday and today.awws.

today's his burfday,i've done nothign god nor bad but

i'm happy like crazayye and i dont know why?

I'm insane,most probably.insane with that L thing(:

2007-04-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

YYY

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone, you're feeling blue

If you wait for love, and you're alone

If you call your friends, nobody's home

You can run away, but you can't hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I'll show you, there's a destiny

The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone, who cares for you

If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know

There's a place in heaven, where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh just call me and I'll make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for youI

will always stay by your side

I promise you, I'll never hide

What real love can do

What love can do

That song's got meaning.

Doesnt it?

~~Friendships.So many of them broken.~~

~~Tell me,how many primary school friends do am I close to,now?~~

~~Sadness.Hurtings.~~

~~I needed somebody to talk to, were you there?~~

~~I needed somebody to share,but were you there?~~

~~I trusted you so much, but did you care?~~

~~So let me tell you now,i need nobody.~~

~~Got nobody to trust, nor be any closer.~~

~~I jux want to be alone,~~

~~I have nobody.I am alone.~~

~~I am tired of your childish plays.Am sick of your lying acts.~~

~~Didt you ever know,if you were just truthful,i would be glad?~~

~~I am sick of your stupid lies,tired of your repeated denials.~~

~~Just tell me th truth and everythign would have been okay.~~

Some times, I just wished tht life would get so much better,so much brighter.-

-And if yoo ever needed to cry, cry on my shoulder cos i care ferh yoo;

2007-04-04T05:02:00.000-07:00

Back to post(;
Okok.
Will rush today's entry,cos i hab a stupid write-up to do!
)": anyways.today.

Managed not to be nearly late fer morning,haha.
So slacked around in class,Then had our lessons.
Then recess soon after!But i stayed in class,
did my stupid artwork and slept through recess.
Woke up fer Acc,took down notes like crazayye!
Then i challenged Xiong Zhi,haha,i won him everyround
of note-taking.I faster,buahahas.
Then was art.Did some oil-pastelings.
Then went to th church for CD lessons.
It was holy week,so had some acticities around th church.
And happily fer me,we were grouped with 1H.
So we had th activities together,awwwwws.
Haha.okok.Then ended on tht happy note.
But somebody did something to anger Amanda from 1H.
RAHHS.
you know,boy and friends were playing on th swing.
She HAD to go and say they were lamers?
My tians.Why did she have to do tht?Jux cos they play tricks
on her doesnt give her the authority to say tht know.)":
So they probably hate our class now.awwwww.
I am so angry.
So ended school.
Had stupid ed practice where we practiced nothing.
Practically nothing was done,happy?
But i managed to request to get out of th practice,
And went to join Lover and girlfriends.Did th doll!
Nearl finishing luh.
The doll looks kinda cute.But can we win?Hahaha.
Anyways.I mux say.I'm hating ed more and more.
Sigh.*
I am not wearing my specs now,
So sorry fer my typo errors.

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MEIMEI! :Awws,Youre sweet,but seriously,i'm not.(: No problem,being there
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Kelly:Dont keep thinking everything is you cannnns?zzz. ==" anw.tkcares too.
Sherrie [seconedee]: Yeahhs.I did luh.Why leh?
Pris:Thanks! Iwill,haha.Oh.coincidence?(:
MEIMEI! : Yeah!Bball rocks (: You can beat them de!
Kelly: Okok.
Sophia:Wo hui de.(:

~~Sometimes I wish I could jux pretend~~

~~But somehow I cant take my heart off you~~

~~I keep thinking of you~~

~~What can I do?~~

~~My dreams were filled with your image~~

~~How can I live without you?~~

~~I need you,badly.Sigh.~~

~~Am i that complicated?~~

~~I seem to mess things up,~~

~~And nber capable of clearing my mess.~~

2007-04-02T05:04:00.000-07:00

Maybe its my fault?
Everything seemed to be unfinished,
No matter how hard i try.
I try to be nice yet you all "bully" me?
Like,what only..Zzz.Can you all dont treat peepo
like its none of your business?What they done to you?
At least have some human in you what,you didnt have to
hurt her liek tht.==" And you all can be more focus?Stop fooling arnd,
Its not funny, dont find it funny nehhhhs.
Roar,shall end here.i reply tags later!

2007-04-01T01:28:00.000-07:00

Tps alumni gathering!
Hurhurs.Me jasnyn amd rongx registered,
but didnt stay ferhhs th talk.
It was going to be freaking boring,we figured.
So we left th school.And slacked somewhere,hurhurs.
Then around 4.45,I left ferh Tanjong Pagar.
Case of fighting occured.But my fren only got a nosebleed,
then everything was ok.
The guy's fren left luhh,of course.Hah,served him right.
Anyways.Felt good seeing all them ex-tampinesians.
But Mr Kng was like,he didnt recognise me?
Rahhhhs.If he was indifferent,I wont be reactive too.
Them ex p6-cares,where dd you guys go?
i SAW MY MEIMEI!!!She was wearing th shirt me and wanrong gave,
So sweet of her,hurhurs.The cute red shirt,hahah.
Didnt see much techers.Those tht i wanted to see,didnt turn up.
Those i didnt eannna see,turned up instead.Not fated?Maybe.
LUUUUHs.I dont care lerh.
Anw.The day ended,like that luh,its alright.
Shall return all your tags..Tml.(:
Tatas peepo :DDD

2007-03-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

Today was fun.
Went to Bedok to eat wit Rongx Jieh.
Wanted to eat there but ended up buying food only.Hahah.
Met Kelly at Tampines Mrt Station,decided to go Ikea agains.
I was unusually quiet,I had nothing to say all th way.
I dont know why,I jux didnt have the mood?
If you understood me,you would have known th reason.
But I wont be tht mean,I didnt show my dislikeness.
But anyway.I think its partly cos i was moodswinging?
Dono.Duncare.Dun bother. =="
So we walked around Ikea and decided to go eat,
So i had a spaghetti,Wanrong had spaghetti and tea,Kelly had
meatballs.Then I was eating..siansian lorhhs.
So finished eating..walked around somemore..
And without noticing it we left Ikea.
So took th bus back to Tampines and decided to go library!
See,we are so guai,haha.
Ferhs th first..10 mins we were doing homework.
After tht,nonono.I got my mood back,they were talking ghost stories.(:
OOh.Listen listen,very anticipating.Then Wanrong went to fetch
Sherri,Itthong,Jasnyn.The mood was gone,and they talked riddles.
I got more happy luhhs,hurhurs.Dont know whyys?
Anyways.Jux decided to go play bball!
Love playing bball,even though i suck at it?
Very nice.Better than..what?Dont know.^^
Anyways.So playplayplay.We watch a nice show.Aww,so romantic!!
Hahah,shall not mention.
Hohos.Then playplay..I left around 8?
Ate my fried rice!So hungry leh.buahahs.
Showered and etc.-ed,and i am posting here,
With a big yawn on my face.
About tml's formal tea event thingy..
Should I go?Iyahhhhhhs. T.T
I am so good.I have th mood to reply your tags.(:

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Rongx:Okok.Thanks,tkcares : DDD
Mandayye:Hey Lover!Hohos.Aites,cute! ^^haha.Tkcares!
Belle:Aww.So shweet.(:
Eri:Hey our doll will look fine ok!Roar.* Hahah.I know you tagged.
And thanks.I dont care if you locked Rex up.He deserved it,haha.
naj1:Hey!(: Thanks ferh th tag.

2007-03-29T05:28:00.000-07:00

Today slacked at school.
Then ended,and started on th doll.
DANG.i am SO AFRAID of dolls.haunted,creepy..
eeeeeee.rah.
BUt this is a FRENSHIP doll.Maybe i shant worry so much?
Hoho,
So.byeh peepo.I know this is so so short,
But believe me.I hope th next post will be longer,buahahs.
Miss you all!(:

2007-03-28T05:09:00.000-07:00

Today went bballin lorh?
Hoho.
So after school went to meet kelly.
Then met wanrong and joelle at interchange mac!
so,we ate there,
and decided to take neoprints!
So went to CS bishin!Took neoprints.Hoho.
So sweet.Actually those neoprints wit me,sorry!
I will cut them first,hah.
Anw,so like that.
Then decided to go back TPS!
But the stupid security guard!
They said cant go in.And said,You all have nothing better to do?
Thats simply unfair, because even at anglican,they wont do that
to our Alumni!So unfair lorhs.What we did sia!
Then started pointing and saying sutff.
Then wanrong shouted stuff like,uncle,what pointpoint!
Then she got real angry and shout,What pointpoint!You want your
hand chop off isit?Chibai...`
Hoho.The security deserved it.
Anw.Went 161 soon after.We saw jianing and fren there?
So play match.End match.Sit,Play.
Soon it was 6 plus,kelly had to leave.Then we both sit there
for awhile and decided to go home too.
So here i am blogging,
I shall end this happy entry here.I know its short,haha.
Anw.Byeh!(:
Oh.No tag replies yet,cos I'm lazayyyye. :DDD

I am happy now?(:

I think I am.Thanks,you all!

2007-03-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

FUCKING pissed.

2007-03-26T06:01:00.000-07:00

Just another boring day?
I jux dont know what tuhh do?
Hohoho.

I shall talk about todays Ed?
so we had normal practice.Then ended,
and the sec three's had their interviews,and soem of us stayed back
to wait for them.
Then ben and Xinwei went play piano then i was playing with
Xinwei's mp3.Very cool awws!
But uber expensive!LOL.okays.
Then we started chatting about rather random stuffs.
Then we layed around and Ben started doing the
Hard gay hip radar thingy?
Super sick,hoho. (;
Anw.Ended soon after,but i reached home about 7 plus?
Wasnt considered late i guess.(:
So i ate.And here i am, posting a retarded post?Hoho.

Anyways.Today was uber fun,but my leg muscles are
aching so badly now.AWWWWWW!
Stupid trainings?And th station things are stupid.
So spastic!

Okay.
I shall end this lame post entry here.
I have to go read the stupid Science blog thingy?
Or not,I'm gonna fail tml test.
Aww!
I have scored badly for enough tests,
I shant fail tml's too. (:

{Tags Replied.}
Alwyn: Okies I shall.But dont call me tht,it sounds wrong.(:
Tokong Guy:Urm.Is that supposed to like,suan me?
I like those songs okay.If you dont like it,then sorry!Im not configured
to everybody.And sorry lorhhs,it was just a typo-error.Anw.Thnks. :DDD
Priscilla:Hohoho! Our prettaye panties fan club jiayou rocks! (:
MEI! :awws.youre sweet! (: Yeapps.Kanasai shoes, haha.There! Your update.(:
Tkcares meimei.Jieh miss you!
SHERRI! :Oh oh, thanks jieh!Aww.Thanks ferhhs those words.(x
I lurbeee you toos!(: rock on : DDD

Tell me,she's jux irritated ferhhs th moment

Tell me,she's not switching sides

Tell me,I pray.

This is not the readership she's looking for,

Her presence not felt here?

Maybe.Maybe.

I speak in codes you dont understand.

Maybe if you tried being me you would understand?

I hope not.Unless you tried understanding,

The Mouse,The Cabbage,and The Mexican Cheese?

Hoho. That one's funny I say///

2007-03-25T02:46:00.000-07:00

To me,her words make sense.
The fault lies with me,ok?I admit it.
I am just overly biased,I should change.
I will change,ok?Tians.Is it that i really am tht wrong?
Why is it that they are switching angles now.
They have been configured to tht likings?
I dont understand.What gonewrong?
Ynping.
I seriously miss you like hell. T.T

2007-03-25T01:15:00.000-07:00

Today went eat..Then we went to buy my school shoes?
Cos the old ones are like,wet,dirty and spoil.
So after buying,bought a hopefully Birkenstock lookalike slippers.
Then return home.
Sms-ed for awhile and felt pretty bored so here i am,using comp.
But then whats the point?I also hav nothing to do.
I am going offline soon I guess.Iya. I jux dont know, dontcare,dont bother.
No point anyway?This blog is dying anyway.Like me.
End of this stupid update.No more words to say.Even if have,I jux remain quiet.
Its definitely better this way.

{Tags replied.}
MEI:yeah thts true i guess.hahaha.Xiexieni for th tag.tkcares~
Mandayye! :HAHA.not funny,yours very cool norhhs! Heheh.
MEI:There, your boring update. : DDD
ANON: Its not i dont want to tell. I jux dont think I am in position?
I jux want to tell close friends narhs.Thanks anyway. (:
Belle! : Yeah i will.like real..

I want to run away from it?

Her rejection,is my downfall.

Actually its simple,jux end everything.

Over the sill,and down below.

Meet with eternal sleep, and everything ends?

I dont know what to say?

Maybe i shld jux give up hopes?

Those replies,werent really replies at all. }":

Ynping Laopo's mood down,so is mine. T.T

Aww.

2007-03-23T05:16:00.000-07:00

Today was pretty boring lorh.s
thts all i can say.
Nothing more.
I am jux like,Finished.
I dont know how to react?

maybe someday

i will find someting to say to you.

but for now i jux want to remain silent.

Absolutely nothing again :DDD

2007-03-22T05:44:00.000-07:00

My new blog.
I am back to post after some crisis.
I dont want to let myself down,I know i jux want to post!
Continue tagging,thankyou.Anyways.
I am trying not to moodswing?Damn it.Trying my best.
Shall talk about yesterday bah.

Went Ikea with Rong Jieh!Eat lunch.Then liddat lor?
Ended yesterday with th rain.

Today.Sayed at school with my Mandy Lover.Priscilla and Belle Girlfriends.
Then..today rained agains. :X sian?
Walked with them down th hill,walked to the bus-stop.(:
Took 17 back home,went give things to joelle,and here i am,back home !

Sian narhs.This new blog,
got a little too pinkish?Dono luh.
TIANS.XIAOWEN LAOPO!WHERE WERE YOU?

I am simpy insane today.Hyper101-ing with it,
I am a freak luh.(:

{Tags replied.}
MEI:Thanks thanks.Heh,yeah thats right!
RONGX:Hahah, xie xie ni (:
GHW:okays okays,sorry you 3rd uh!Hahahah.Anyways.Thanks for compliment.
Hahahas.

I know I was stupid.

But it wasnt my fault,cant you forgive me?

I have tried forgetting,maybe it was jux hopeful thinking

On my part?I have done my best,

I am just so tired of everything. >:L

Absolutely Nothing:DDD

2007-03-21T07:27:00.000-07:00

Well.
My new blog norhs?
am kinda satisfied with it?after changing so many.(:
jiayou.i can do it de.(: